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tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58798342011-07-08T20:06:15.076+08:00pOLar|s -=OwAz dErE=-* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comBlogger8851100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-35775895368978009012009-08-11T23:00:00.002+08:002009-08-11T23:04:36.781+08:00

i had a weird but nice dream last night. i dreamt that i saw this cute boy on the first day of sch in one of my classes. then a few days later i saw him waiting for me after school. ok, his name was brian i think. apparently we got together in the end if i didn't rem wrongly. what a nice dream but i can't rem how he looks like alr. hahaha. i think i read too much of Eclipse b4 i sleep. but that

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-3250413882570981342009-06-10T01:41:00.002+08:002009-06-10T01:42:55.220+08:00

i think it's all too obvious. whatever. the bitch is back. the more u want me to help, the more i won't. do it urself. it's ur job anyway.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-66263767302256889072009-05-16T23:28:00.002+08:002009-05-16T23:31:59.756+08:00

sigh, im still dreading all these. i thought i convinced myself alr. no, im still affected by it. i wonder what could happen at the end of the season.regain the big C pls. if i can't be bothered, it shows in my actions v clearly. maybe i should just do what i want, dont listen to him. then wont be affected by him.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-49439252270693166272009-05-09T15:55:00.002+08:002009-05-09T16:06:10.363+08:00

i have a temptation to chicken out. WHY.i'm v bored. i can't study. the weather's too hot. i wanna buy the kate spade wallet. i hate waking up early. im dreading the camp tml.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-22231542454155580732009-05-08T01:32:00.002+08:002009-05-08T01:38:04.704+08:00

yucks, the sight of u irks me.i duno y man, but u're like one of the most irritating people i've ever known. in fact, u may be the MOST irritating one. and now i'm stuck with u. zzz tmd.and i think maggie made the correct choice last year man. shiok.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-9229248569901977322009-04-13T00:15:00.002+08:002009-04-13T00:18:59.733+08:00

i guess, we can never hang out like that ever again. nydc, taka, isetan, popular. even isketch. it's all too foreign.anw all the mangas are non-realistic. only give ppl high hopes.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-28776424346177149742009-02-04T23:05:00.002+08:002009-02-04T23:08:20.296+08:00

i'm really damn fucking sad now. just when i thought can play for ace for the FIRST time, i had to get this stupid mcl thing. what a lousy way to start the year. yes, there is national league, but it's like so mother far away.sighss

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-80829354600055326172009-01-11T23:14:00.002+08:002009-01-11T23:16:05.069+08:00

i hope u disappear from my life.because i duno what u're thinking.and u hang out with her that make me sad.and now because of u, i don't really want to be frens with her.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-1623292547281185212009-01-04T22:13:00.002+08:002009-01-05T22:28:14.192+08:00

confused.but one thing's for sure, i don't like her being so close to you.stop trying so hard man.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-51556502038618023312009-01-01T00:50:00.002+08:002009-01-01T00:53:15.325+08:00

what was i expecting? act this year ended on an okay note, i was bored at home. slacking and finding things to do. completely different from last year. the feeling's different too.one year passed so fast. so many things happened.so did u remember this day or not?haha, i'm a RETARD.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-17828235518219987642008-12-25T01:20:00.002+08:002008-12-25T01:22:28.103+08:00

pray for miracles? well, go reflect on it. listen to ur heart.i must say this year's xmas was v well spent. yay. as compared to last year la. i guess i fulfilled one of my new year resolutions, though in a different way. let's wait for a few more days b4 2008 comes to an end."say those words, and i'll be urs."

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-80215983851296077412008-12-24T13:47:00.003+08:002008-12-24T13:50:02.905+08:00

it's strange how one year can change a person so much.i rem last year i was being accomodating, trying to be the likeable one. perhaps trying too hard.this year, i'm a total bitch.merry xmas.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-69482814577477326942008-12-23T01:38:00.001+08:002008-12-23T01:38:54.390+08:00

RETARD.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-49916069502047197912008-12-07T21:31:00.001+08:002008-12-07T21:32:45.763+08:00

life is complicated. duno how can one be so fickle-minded. patience, patience.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-80544429544729566932008-11-28T01:36:00.002+08:002008-11-28T01:38:58.908+08:00

this is great. i totally haf no mood to study for AMA. like zero! lucky the paper's only 2 hrs, and it's open book! yay, try to crap as much as i can. hopefully i can get B+. will be damn happy wif it.and i can't wait for sat to come! tml's gonna be a torture!why does this always happen to be at this time of the year man. always at the end of the year. makes me wonder how fickle minded one person

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-15087645073594318512008-11-12T01:27:00.002+08:002008-11-12T01:46:34.578+08:00

i need determination!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-56094468729454844032008-10-28T00:00:00.001+08:002008-10-28T00:05:04.678+08:00

omg these shoes are damn nice!and it's quite cheap oso. i think less than 20bucks. but it's men's size! arugh

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-23026069815200745532008-10-09T00:05:00.001+08:002008-10-09T00:06:35.094+08:00

omg la i hate writing reports! thank god for the interview of junhua's uncle, else i really duno how to get started man. ZZZZZ this better be gd man. and im freaking tired after the pwc interview today. *keeps fingers crossed*

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-44897488310203891012008-10-03T08:50:00.002+08:002008-10-03T08:55:14.820+08:00

omg i couldn't sleep last nite after playing viwawa mahjong. haha, think i slept at ard 4+ and woke up at 7...ZZZZ and i have a super long day tonite. damn it.trg was pretty gd last nite though i was quite tired at the last drill. let's just pray for the best.and my frens are gg wala wala this sat but i dunno if i shuld join them. i don't want to be reminded.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-29065041050956574392008-09-30T18:49:00.002+08:002008-09-30T18:55:04.850+08:00

omg, negotiation is finally over!! yay no more class on tues! i officially have a 2 day school week! wahahah. the final exam was so tricky, i'll be happy with a B+ hopefully. Best if can get A-. and it's damn stupid, one of the answers is actually 'nibble' but i went to put 'nibbler'. ZZZZZ nibbler is the name of the cookies sold in kopitiam. TMD #*$&#*$

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-22526440318021508022008-09-24T01:15:00.002+08:002008-09-24T01:17:07.935+08:00

you know, life isn't all abt studying or maintaining ur gpa. learn to chill la. mayb u'll overlook exciting things happening ard u.and y is the weather so fucking hot these days?

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-38266343544228051602008-09-22T02:58:00.003+08:002008-09-22T03:06:04.871+08:00

as again, this weekend is quite an achievement, though not as productive as last week. HAHA. anw, did what i'm supp to do so i'm still quite on time but i still have not studied much for fiim. test's on wed, omg, but it's 20mcqs. hahaha.went for aaron's 21st on sat, the food was nt bad. HAHA. and i didn't get to see his present cos it was so nicely wrapped when it came la! zzzzz. nvm la as long

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-63974162410264820872008-09-13T00:56:00.001+08:002008-09-13T00:56:45.151+08:00

helo, after a while, my blog is back to public again. zzz

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-33802764119556588512008-09-09T03:56:00.001+08:002008-09-09T03:56:18.396+08:00

omg our little mel grew up alr!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-16705803308354376352008-09-06T22:03:00.004+08:002008-09-11T23:49:00.260+08:00

nations cup just ended today. the finals was like quite exciting, with png crowning the champs over botswana at 55-53. hahah, i swear png is damn bloody good and the circle defenders + the GA are damn freaking cool. there are so many cool players this time - the png GA and the samoa GS. HAHAHA. sri lanka is like -_- there's even a bung in the sri lankan team....main midfielder somemore. damn

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-18172574266195245162008-09-02T16:01:00.002+08:002008-09-02T17:22:08.366+08:00

my knee is damn fucking painful after the fall ytd. bball is indeed a contact sport. HAHA. i am like limping now. wtf

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-62539137569142359242008-08-22T00:16:00.002+08:002008-08-22T00:25:26.953+08:00

omg im damn pek chek frm AUG trg. cos i duno wad the coaches want. and it's not like im not putting in effort, helo i changed my thurs afternoon class to wed so that i can be on time for trg. and it ends up dat i haf class frm 830-645 on wed. FUCK CAN. and is this even worth my time? ms sng said smt sarcastic to me, and to think i tot it was for real. WTF LA, I AM DAMN PISSED.it's not like i dun

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-83089837555806792492008-08-21T01:36:00.001+08:002008-08-21T01:36:34.750+08:00

i conclude i can't draw for nuts.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-26954189080602618212008-08-19T01:46:00.003+08:002008-08-19T02:41:36.427+08:00

omg i finally uploaded my ocip pictures. WTF WTF WTF.at the UMT universitybefore taking the ferry, while there's still civilisationwith the guyson the ferry, it was STILL quite shiok thendeath awaits us. Chagar Hutang Beachomg, our only mode of escape. zzzHAHHAH yuelin looks pissed off cos she's damn wet frm the ride.our lovely beds, try sleeping on them at nite when there's sand on it. shiok man

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-48659902360352016002008-08-16T22:00:00.003+08:002008-08-16T22:07:33.196+08:00

omg i swear xiaofang is the best shopper ard. hahah she spent like 1k+ today buying bags and shoes. madness. hahah. i think she bought like slippers from kate spade for her sister's bday ($200+), shades from sisley ($170), agnes b bag, wedges from Coach ($260). AHAHAH MADNESS. i think she bought like cosmetics oso. crazy la. and i saw waiyee & ken in Coach. HAHA.i bloody need money. when is NS gg

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-37711238477998147982008-08-14T01:18:00.003+08:002008-08-14T01:36:10.720+08:00

i'm back! arrived in sg last nite at ard 11+. seriously, i was never so happy to be back. the trip was a disaster man.there were only 11 ppl on the entire island.our living area was like hell - there was no reception, we slp with like geko (big lizards) and bats at nite, the dining area had alot of ants, there was no light at nite and everywhere is like pitch black except the few candles or

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-52745592049740153722008-08-08T18:05:00.003+08:002008-08-08T18:09:32.364+08:00

wtf i'm leaving for redang in like a few hrs' time. zzzzzzz not to enjoy life but to do some stupid cip abt taking care of turtles. TMD. omg i dun want go camp.....and AUG selections are changed to thurs?? WTF MY CLASS ENDS AT LIKE 645. unless my prof is so slack that he ends early. HAHAH.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-50823067005294688992008-08-07T01:17:00.001+08:002008-08-07T01:18:25.077+08:00

first AUG trg just now. nt bad, i kinda miss Jiao Lian's scoldings. HAHA, damn sadistic. but he made me play WA & C! wahahah..actually i didn't mind WA. and i need to talk to him abt smt oso but i won't see him till like next fri? wthh...

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-13842219814132458302008-08-06T02:34:00.001+08:002008-08-06T02:35:18.376+08:00

http://community.livejournal.com/spreesgalore/769044.htmlomg the bags are damn nice! wah lau i want go korea man. ZZZZ. sg suxs la, the clothes and stuff all like shit & so ex. omfg.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-21078016690828590902008-08-06T00:58:00.004+08:002008-08-06T01:05:45.499+08:00

did my last player's review with mh today. haha, it was a pretty short one, compared to amanda's. i'm glad it's like totally different from last year's, and she said i peaked during ayc. hahah i had a good closure to my 21s career man. thank god it didn't end up like last year. ZZZ. act, it's abit sad to think that i won't be trg with them anymore, but i've had enough of those trgs. i don't even

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-50183186913326404902008-08-03T17:28:00.002+08:002008-08-03T17:30:39.632+08:00

i completed Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core alr! But the ending was a damn waste of time, cos the main character died! Stupid la, waste my time levelling his skills. ZZZ.ok i shall look for new psp games to play. I AM V BORED.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-51114333454156139682008-08-02T21:00:00.003+08:002008-08-02T21:00:55.832+08:00

omg i damn happy now cos i got my loafers! yes! and i am pek chek cos my allowance is not here yet. tmd.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-62865225104878896492008-08-01T17:00:00.000+08:002008-08-01T17:03:36.748+08:00

i really hate internal league this year man.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-73047643577767947552008-07-31T01:23:00.001+08:002008-07-31T01:25:44.897+08:00

wtf i met nat at a bridge game in viwawa. HAHAHAH

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-15661769708478206152008-07-31T00:23:00.002+08:002008-07-31T00:24:40.099+08:00

omfg, i just calculated. i need to save like $250 every month to be able to save 5k till i graduate for my US trip!?!?!? and my allowance is like $200 only?! wtf. means i really need to give tuition. money, money, pls fall from the sky soon. ZZZ

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-85921309505265515922008-07-30T21:47:00.001+08:002008-07-30T21:49:05.129+08:00

fuck, i had a nitemare. i dreamt that my room was haunted. ZZZZZ. and that u're also part of the nitemare.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-87648449710178244242008-07-30T02:15:00.001+08:002008-07-30T02:27:24.666+08:00

i wanna buy a vest....zzz but it'll make me look like a boy.I AM NOT A BOY! STOP CALLING ME THAT!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-76171260160484981822008-07-29T23:33:00.009+08:002008-07-29T23:57:25.569+08:00

i watched red cliff just now with thor & q. seriously i hate jurong point. i hate boon lay. there are just so many ppl there until it can form an island on its own alr. worse, there are damn alot of ah nei & prcs there. FUCK. i can't watch the show in peace. seriously, congrats to those who are stuck at boon lay man. i love smu. HAHAHA.the show's like 2.5 hrs long??? but it's really nice, i've

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-90591548787120248032008-07-29T02:52:00.002+08:002008-07-29T02:59:34.494+08:00

omg i just finished watching the enl finals video. even though the graphics kinda suck but the game was still v exciting to watch man. omg, i want to play in such a game man. it's damn challenging. damn shiok. aiya, but i tink i still have alot to learn if i want to play in ace man.it's quite strange how ppl kept asking if i was scared when i got subbed in during the second quart of the

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-85825310502306590872008-07-28T00:00:00.003+08:002008-07-28T00:09:49.270+08:00

YAY im gg for kuishinbo buffet this wed with fish & shanny! haahahha, our sushi outing is finally gg to commence! lol.on another note, we played 2 games in the internal league alr. and i tink agreeing to play is the biggest mistake for me. not because i don't like the team, my teammates are all v fun. hahah. it's just that i don't tink this entire competition is meaningful or fun anymore cos

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-46497799259535790542008-07-26T21:57:00.002+08:002008-07-26T22:02:24.564+08:00

OMG IT'S THE DURIAN SEASON NOW!!! hahaha and we just bought durian home!! YAY! but it's quite expensive - $29 bucks for like 8 pieces only. HAHAH. the 'butter' durians are either sold out or reserved. ZZZZ. they look DAMN NICE!! omfg, golden yellow in color..I WANT TO EAT!! VIV, WHEN ARE WE GG TO EAT OUR DURIAN?!?!?!went whampo to eat just now. food there's seriously gd. hahaha.and i spent today

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-9992982971670932812008-07-25T02:37:00.002+08:002008-07-25T02:39:29.881+08:00

omfg i swear lj sells the weirdest things online. hahah but online shopping is quite fun esp since i'm damn lazy to move my fat ass. i need INCOME!haha viv got chased by 3 dogs today, damn scary. zzzz i hate dogs.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-61366234936858770932008-07-23T20:05:00.000+08:002008-07-23T20:06:11.387+08:00

I AM FUCKING CRANKY NOW.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-74425119815515049052008-07-22T21:55:00.003+08:002008-07-22T22:08:06.051+08:00

Tina wrote a very thought-provoking post in her lj.Why do we've to hold back tears while watching movie? So that ppl like u don't laugh at me for crying maybe??!I duno why human beings have to be so complicated, why must they pretend they don't care when they really do? Why must they refuse to let go? Why do they read too much into someone's actions? We think too much, that's why it's causing us

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-33734658787175396052008-07-21T22:50:00.006+08:002008-07-21T22:52:29.748+08:00

helo i'm back!! hk was really boring cos we couldn't walk around the streets. me and christina had to risk our lives to even buy a cup of mango drink frm xu liu shan. HAHAH but it was damn nice! updates abt the hk trip soon....and i tink loafers are damn nice.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-21773177709456259042008-07-12T22:38:00.003+08:002008-07-12T22:44:02.733+08:00

helo, today is the official opening ceremony of the 6th AYC. we played against thailand, and won. 58-30. haha i didn't get to play, maybe she thought my knee is not ok yet. had a bad fall the day b4 during trg but my knee is ok!! zzzz. anw we're playing sri lanka tml, i wanna win them man. and i wanna play!heard ace won nike today, YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!hk is fuking boring cos i can't walk ard!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-67952949891223715392008-07-10T22:26:00.001+08:002008-07-10T22:28:16.351+08:00

WTF I DIDN'T GET 3 OF MY CLASSES?! GG! AND I'M NOT IN SG TO BID! DIE DIE DIE. AND HK IS DAMN BORING COS WE'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SHOP! really like kenna quarantined man. HAHAHHA. but we just ate at xu liu shan, the famous mango dessert shop! HAHAHA damn happy.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-59997179798023698762008-07-01T01:40:00.007+08:002008-07-01T01:47:43.002+08:00

okays i realised i still have my internship report! YAY...and it's weird how i couldn't answer pl's question ytd. but i forced myself to give the best ans and as wad she said, we duno how things will turn out but it's best not to hope for anything. sigh, i guess so. i can't believe i deleted her link. damn.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-27632082218191522822008-07-01T00:13:00.002+08:002008-07-01T00:15:59.339+08:00

STUPID MAN!!! MY COM KENNA TROJAN VIRUS!and i had to reformat my entire com! stupid la, and i forgot to save my web favourites so i deleted the link to her blog! kaos! i forgot to save and now i can't rem it. maybe it's a sign....fuck, and whatever shit i wrote abt my intern is gone too. DAMN

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-81454621382626640862008-06-29T13:35:00.002+08:002008-06-29T13:41:43.528+08:00

stupid, everytime i hear the song i feel sad. it reminds me of ur blog, and alot of other things. it's so hard for things to become normal between us, what am i thinking abt again?

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-880782425719960852008-06-27T02:44:00.002+08:002008-07-07T01:54:47.600+08:00

oh man, i just finished like 14 hours of hardcore gaming man. can't believe it. i think i started playing at 12+ in the afternoon until now! and i only got up to eat dinner, bathe and go toilet. wahahah this is how life should be during holidays man. oops!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-79437038231780303872008-06-24T00:43:00.002+08:002008-06-24T00:45:50.086+08:00

y am i still so tired after like 3 days of rest?!!!!! arugh, and i better go for a run tml. playing ace on wed, damn it. i just cut my hair and i tot it looked pretty cool. hahaha.and i just found out that povan's attached?! wahahah actually it's not v surprising. lol.jod & i concluded in sydney that we like mysterious ppl. case closed.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-73306197965842472052008-06-12T00:57:00.002+08:002008-06-12T00:59:54.259+08:00

i'm heading for sydney in 9 hrs' time!! yay, it's like my second trg trip in my entire life, damn sad can... i hope this trip will be fun, and we'll train hard & play hard tog!! but i wun forget viv, weizhen & peiqin in sg....hahah shall get smt nice for them.and i'm supposed to wake up at like 515?? ZZZZZZZZ i got this bad feeling that i forgot to pack smt. damn.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-69608931218381620202008-06-10T01:44:00.003+08:002008-06-10T01:49:37.618+08:00

ok, i've decided NOT to think abt club for the time being. it's time to focus on the competition. and i really hope to win at least one 'player of the match' title by the end of ayc man. i've never gotten it b4, hahah not even in hc. damn sad. this is the sad life of shooters...everyone praises u when u win by large scorelines, but if u lose, the coach will say the shooters didn't finish it off.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-78749254322737846062008-06-09T03:15:00.002+08:002008-06-09T03:22:34.232+08:00

kailing says it's normal and common to feel this way. ok, i felt really alot better after talking to her. she understands where i'm coming from...so i hope she won't kill me if i really decide not to play anymore. seniors are stepping down, i really want to move up. i really want to play with yas again, like the good old hc days. but then, i tink my mind's telling me not to. it's like when susan,

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-43290979878151547322008-06-09T01:14:00.003+08:002008-06-09T01:34:01.591+08:00

now i really dun feel like gg back to play for club. i duno y but maybe i'm just escaping from it? this year's force team is a gd team...like even though the ppl are young, but they try to accomodate one another or smt? i duno, that's the feeling i get when i read kailing's blog. oh well, seems like they really love one another, so i guess they won't need me anyway. i'm not trying to sound like a

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-8645988400174756272008-06-08T02:59:00.003+08:002008-06-08T03:04:24.590+08:00

on a sidenote, geri's party was quite fun. hahaha had a fun time meeting up wif my ex-hc classmates....and glad to see everyone doing so well now. and maybe wad geri said was true, it's time to move away from netball and do smt related to work alr. i can't see my future in opens, the shooters are all so god damn young. aiya, i dun mind if lisa converts me lor....i'll be willing to train hard.and

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-67016698782660640902008-06-08T02:33:00.003+08:002008-06-08T02:59:14.398+08:00

hahah j9 is seriously damn funny...suddenly came to ask me abt today's game. and i can understand where she was coming from when she told me the danger of gossip. sigh, y can't teams be free from politics? just train and play tog la...y must gossip abt certain club or ppl?and she told me i'll be promoted soon cos the seniors are stepping down....i told her i don't want lor. what for train so hard

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-44149284298683820512008-06-07T12:56:00.003+08:002008-06-07T13:21:07.058+08:00

hahah, i wanted to blog last nite one but i ended up talking to tina till 4+!!wah lau...hahaha but tina's cleared for sydney (signey, lol inside joke). YAY!!!!!we're playing force later. i guess this is probably the first and hopefully last time that i'll play against sneakers. still, as what viv says, just play the game and don't think so much. I WANT TO WIN. even without peiqin, anna or

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-72746958535399097742008-06-04T00:26:00.002+08:002008-06-04T00:29:59.121+08:00

yay i sold my silver fat psp!! haha and i'm getting the psp slim wif 8gb memory stick!! hahaha, ok i really waste money but at least i can use my pay to offset it. WAHAHAHA.but, i dun really quite bear to part wif my fat psp, hahaha.....stupid.and i hope christina gets gd results for her mri scan tml!! prepared for the worst, hope for the best.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-48887969740029840682008-05-31T01:00:00.002+08:002008-05-31T01:03:05.839+08:00

wtf i strained my back putting back the weights today. and pq is down oso! damn it la..i hope she recovers soon man. we need her back. i need to be strong mentally. it isn't like me to depend so much on others..fuk my back hurts.TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF WORK! DAMN HAPPY LA!! GG TO SLACK MY ASS OFF FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS MAN...actually i think i haf quite a gd balance of work and netball for

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-19052741587458683682008-05-27T01:35:00.002+08:002008-05-27T01:37:59.879+08:00

omg we won blaze today!! i'm so proud of them, but i was still quite disappointed that i got subbed out after starting as main 7. damn it la. i need to focus!! lucky my boss was kind enough to let me terminate my intern this week! i'm really gg to chiong!! i'm gg to be the best shooter. watch me.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-5675396090516743952008-05-19T23:57:00.002+08:002008-05-20T00:00:45.092+08:00

my face is damn swollen la...i'm really gg to miss her, those long bus rides and the talks that we've had. yes, our dream of playing together in the circle had been destroyed for this year, but that doesn't mean it's never gonna happen. i'm still awaiting for that day when a coach believes in both of us, so don't u ever give up.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-32000667549281830502008-05-19T13:17:00.002+08:002008-05-19T13:20:15.456+08:00

oh man i wanna quit my job man. shall talk to the boss to see what he says tml. let's hope we can have a peaceful agreement where i'll be happy.I JUST WANNA CONCENTRATE ON AYC NOW!!!let me quit pls....

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-24504682581677661312008-05-17T02:07:00.003+08:002008-09-11T23:54:21.643+08:00

tml's the announcement for ayc team, i hope my hard work pays off. if not, at least i can safely say that i did work hard for it. but i think one thing for sure is, expect tears man. this announcement thing is really too cruel, but i guess mh is right cos we are old enough to face this alr. we cannot hope to be protected and sheltered cos we're the next batch to take over the opens and given our

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-53383115505467418152008-05-16T21:01:00.002+08:002008-05-16T21:02:42.090+08:00

omg i survived the op!! and i didn't puke or anything! and i get to keep my teeth!! hahaha.....does that mean i still get to keep my wisdom?? lol. it was alot less scarier than i had imagined and i wasn't that scared when i went to the theatre myself. yay, i'm damn brave and i believe i can survive tml's announcement of ayc team as well. :)

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-1150324279755142592008-05-14T23:02:00.003+08:002008-05-14T23:11:59.884+08:00

omg i didn't know cheering for one team could have so many ramifications. but i was asking for it. i knew they will notice me cheering for marlins, when they were the ones who were cheering so loudly for me when i was playing. oh fuck, i was really asking for it. and now, i'm really v sad. cos i can feel it when i talked to yl just now. y do i always disappoint those ppl who have high

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-73932801243173127892008-05-11T20:03:00.003+08:002008-05-11T20:04:00.852+08:00

it feels so gd to lock up my blog, i don't have to answer ur questions anymore. and i really want to quit my job. fuk

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-52222946513913614142008-05-11T01:07:00.003+08:002008-05-11T01:12:45.011+08:00

haf been hearing so many 'interesting' stories lately man. that one person who was so dumb to throw away what she had for somebody else...i really think it's not worth it. somemore, looking at how she was treated really reminded me of smt familiar.and until now, it still puts me off. u guys just duno how to deal with situations.all i want was someone to be there for me, to show concern and

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-55905455224279168512008-05-08T23:39:00.002+08:002008-05-08T23:41:23.812+08:00

im not gg to side anyone but to say ur opponent is a 'scrappy team', that's really quite mean. it sounded more of sour grapes cos i tink another team is worse man. and u guys really pissed me off when u kept saying 3 more goals to 15.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-58270287456543272692008-05-04T23:55:00.001+08:002008-05-04T23:56:28.317+08:00

today marks the last day of nsl. and i just realised that ayc is like 2 months away. omg. and ayc team's gonna be announced in like 2 weeks?? OMG OMG OMG.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-64086896888588116902008-04-22T01:14:00.001+08:002008-04-22T01:15:42.466+08:00

hello, i'm heading to shanghai in like 12 hrs. haha bye singapore. my 21st bday party was a blast! thanks to all those who came!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-5654787499568837402008-04-18T00:16:00.002+08:002008-04-18T00:16:40.703+08:00

OMFG IT'S THE END OF EXAMS!! I GOT PAWNED BY CORP BUT I DUN CARE ALR!! I HEREBY WELCOME MY 4 MTHS OF HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-33816541788466829642008-04-16T00:08:00.001+08:002008-04-16T00:13:08.791+08:00

yup, it's true man. u're mean cos u're so practical. but still...

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-53961639649758254642008-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:002008-04-13T22:38:04.713+08:00

ok in the end i still did ask. im damn useless.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-85390604500133929662008-04-13T21:17:00.002+08:002008-04-13T21:20:32.911+08:00

i wanted to ask if u were alright but i decided not to. i can't even handle my own emotions so i decided to care less.why do u not want to win? is everything just a learning experience for the team? isn't winning part of the learning experience as well?

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-9739636499888690082008-04-05T21:42:00.000+08:002008-04-05T21:48:47.971+08:00

go sharks! omg let these 2 weeks past pls.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-57588443390365916002008-04-02T00:53:00.003+08:002008-04-02T00:55:52.267+08:00

"Call me urgently. Bad news abt me."Haha, classic april fool's joke for the year man. i swear i never prank so many ppl b4. but thanks to that msg, at least i feel loved --> kailing, peilin, viv, wei zhen, yas, jod, yuelin, jen

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-38221314819793730182008-03-24T04:16:00.001+08:002008-03-24T04:18:57.072+08:00

i am *#($#&(#$*& pissed now cos i can't even trust some of my grp members to compile one report properly. SO MANY MISTAKES LA. and i got a bloody meeting tml morning at 930.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-83136848063790564072008-03-24T01:15:00.001+08:002008-03-24T01:17:49.057+08:00

I loved you, and I probably still do.And for a while the feeling may remain...But let my love no longer trouble you,I do not wish to cause you any pain.I loved you; and the hopelessness I knew.The jealousy, the shyness - though in vain -Made up a love so tender and so trueAs may God grant you to be loved again.Alexander Sergeyevich PushkinTranslated by Genia Gurarie, 11/10/95without hope or

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-84317287931763157392008-03-18T23:57:00.002+08:002008-03-19T00:00:31.448+08:00

fffff i am damn tired today. anw the new shoes made me twist my ankle. but i tink it's so useless until i didn't feel any pain anymore. and my play was like crap during the friendly. sigh, i really want this so badly. i want to play ayc.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-44301513359151642662008-03-17T16:01:00.000+08:002008-03-17T16:02:52.848+08:00

i hope i get the internship man!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-78290311658005887592008-03-15T22:18:00.001+08:002008-03-15T22:19:59.862+08:00

bloody hell, i'm reading too much into it again.i'm NEVER ever gg to believe in such things anymore.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-81479126575468821412008-03-14T22:43:00.001+08:002008-03-14T22:43:53.787+08:00

tink im gg to lock up my blog soon.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-66115551854690586232008-03-13T13:01:00.002+08:002008-03-13T13:04:16.586+08:00

i genuinely thought it's possible. but now, i'm just gg to be negative. one simple wish for my 21st.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-15052466809198154432008-03-11T02:14:00.004+08:002008-03-11T17:03:04.229+08:00

haha poor mel. the more u know him, the more things u find out, the more u realise u duno him at all. as what i've said, u have to think it thru and decide for urself exactly which category he belongs to."the mind has agreed to forget. yet one call and the heart takes over". how nice.i feel helpless that i can't do anything. i don't even know what to say. i said, i don't want to be overly

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-44997263364102531892008-03-04T17:14:00.000+08:002008-03-04T17:15:10.692+08:00

no matter what happens, i still love my team, 21's 08.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-69946080027380298332008-03-02T23:23:00.002+08:002008-03-02T23:28:48.432+08:00

ok, today marks the end of the 21s nsl selections. really had fun playing with the team, felt that we had alot more 'chemistry' compared to last year. really v shiok :) so, i guess it doesn't matter whether i'm wearing green or pink (blue)?i'm a dumb blonde for today! sheesh la..i need a helmet

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-40564505018748822272008-02-29T13:24:00.001+08:002008-02-29T13:24:48.940+08:00

http://www.smu.edu.sg/news_room/smu_in_the_news/2008/sources/ST_20080229_1.pdfmy friend!! so cool!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-45140869802563254792008-02-29T00:19:00.002+08:002008-02-29T00:23:33.117+08:00

wtf i'm gg to fail tax. i haven even finish doing my cheatsheet and i'm lazy to do it. why did i spend my entire break studying? god bless me man.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-90251540200066240332008-02-26T23:39:00.002+08:002008-02-26T23:46:35.724+08:00

today's a lucky day! for trg la..i played with my best partner again!! after 2 years, finally la..haha and i think we were quite impressive....wahahaha. and i got to play WA!! but i think cmi then mh asked me to go play WD. haha wth. but it's super shiok working with my best partner again!! :)

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-26461448316663293592008-02-26T16:17:00.001+08:002008-02-26T16:19:08.218+08:00

i should have expected this kind of result. but wtf am i still so frustrated? i don't even feel like trg later.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-30264048417996189272008-02-26T13:04:00.002+08:002008-02-26T13:06:42.976+08:00

everyone hopes to make it there someday. to all my friends who made it, congrats. to the others, stay strong.and i hope there wouldn't be a repeat of last year.

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-13088032519263341192008-02-24T15:32:00.002+08:002008-02-24T15:46:20.775+08:00

define the length of time for it to 'grow'.no, i'm not kidding. i think i just became numb. and it makes me feel stupid everytime to think of smt to say. i should just stay away.and to anonymous: don't presume that everything is so simple. there's nth much for me to say if the other party just dismisses the idea with a 'don't think abt it anymore'.and, give me that bloody intern!!

* Polaris *noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5879834.post-73849970890413024872008-02-22T16:44:00.000+08:002008-02-22T17:23:26.043+08:00

i may really hate u.

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