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Thursday, July 31, 2008

wtf i met nat at a bridge game in viwawa. HAHAHAH


+ She lives on +
| 1:23 AM |


omfg, i just calculated. i need to save like $250 every month to be able to save 5k till i graduate for my US trip!?!?!? and my allowance is like $200 only?! wtf. means i really need to give tuition. money, money, pls fall from the sky soon. ZZZ


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| 12:23 AM |


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

fuck, i had a nitemare. i dreamt that my room was haunted. ZZZZZ. and that u're also part of the nitemare.


+ She lives on +
| 9:47 PM |


i wanna buy a vest....zzz but it'll make me look like a boy.

I AM NOT A BOY! STOP CALLING ME THAT!


+ She lives on +
| 2:15 AM |


Tuesday, July 29, 2008

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i watched red cliff just now with thor & q. seriously i hate jurong point. i hate boon lay. there are just so many ppl there until it can form an island on its own alr. worse, there are damn alot of ah nei & prcs there. FUCK. i can't watch the show in peace. seriously, congrats to those who are stuck at boon lay man. i love smu. HAHAHA.

the show's like 2.5 hrs long??? but it's really nice, i've never watched those chinese war movies b4 and this is really gd. i like strategy shows. HAHA. although the show ended with a "to be continued", i really want to see how the war will end man.

and there's this idiotic prc couple beside us who kept talking throughout the whole show. the guy was explaining to the girl abt one of the characters until someone in front said "SHHHH!!!!!" lol, damn funny. and some smart guy's phone rang in the middle of the show and he started talking damn loudly. like hello, the show's still on?? really damn no manners. the worst was a couple who suddenly walked in near the ending of the show and they insisted that their seats were there so there was quite abit of a commotion. ZZZ, and the stupid woman was blocking me?? it turns out that they went to the wrong theatre. WTF WTF.

Conclusion: JP suxs.

The long train ride home was quite gd. Thought abt alot of things.

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?



+ She lives on +
| 11:33 PM |


omg i just finished watching the enl finals video. even though the graphics kinda suck but the game was still v exciting to watch man. omg, i want to play in such a game man. it's damn challenging. damn shiok. aiya, but i tink i still have alot to learn if i want to play in ace man.

it's quite strange how ppl kept asking if i was scared when i got subbed in during the second quart of the semi-finals against sri lanka. i tink throughout the whole game i was quite calm. except for that one shot that i missed which is possibly critical. ZZZ. but we were down 8 the first quart alr! i duno la, we were so close to winning but i just dun feel the need to cry. i felt it was wasted that we didn't start well but at least we fought back hard. no need to mope around and feel sorry abt it. i think the more i care abt the score, the worse i play.


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| 2:52 AM |


Monday, July 28, 2008

YAY im gg for kuishinbo buffet this wed with fish & shanny! haahahha, our sushi outing is finally gg to commence! lol.

on another note, we played 2 games in the internal league alr. and i tink agreeing to play is the biggest mistake for me. not because i don't like the team, my teammates are all v fun. hahah. it's just that i don't tink this entire competition is meaningful or fun anymore cos everyone else' s so competitive. there's nth wrong to chiong and pia especially if u're the underdogs, but i tink u all shuld be sensitive to others' feelings. worst, the more u want to win, the higher the risk of injury. i am damn scared. i tink i'm not ready to go back to sneakers yet. until maybe they start proper trg.


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| 12:00 AM |


Saturday, July 26, 2008

OMG IT'S THE DURIAN SEASON NOW!!! hahaha and we just bought durian home!! YAY! but it's quite expensive - $29 bucks for like 8 pieces only. HAHAH. the 'butter' durians are either sold out or reserved. ZZZZ. they look DAMN NICE!! omfg, golden yellow in color..I WANT TO EAT!! VIV, WHEN ARE WE GG TO EAT OUR DURIAN?!?!?!

went whampo to eat just now. food there's seriously gd. hahaha.

and i spent today watching 'full house'. although it's funny but the ending still evokes sadness. zzz.

ok im talking rubbish, gg to eat durian now!!!


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| 9:57 PM |


Friday, July 25, 2008

omfg i swear lj sells the weirdest things online. hahah but online shopping is quite fun esp since i'm damn lazy to move my fat ass. i need INCOME!

haha viv got chased by 3 dogs today, damn scary. zzzz i hate dogs.


+ She lives on +
| 2:37 AM |


Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I AM FUCKING CRANKY NOW.


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| 8:05 PM |


Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tina wrote a very thought-provoking post in her lj.

Why do we've to hold back tears while watching movie? So that ppl like u don't laugh at me for crying maybe??!

I duno why human beings have to be so complicated, why must they pretend they don't care when they really do? Why must they refuse to let go? Why do they read too much into someone's actions? We think too much, that's why it's causing us so much misery.

It seems like u can't really express urself freely, maybe cos of our mindset. U will risk losing the friendship. Maybe ppl cannot afford that.

But i think, if u genuinely mean what u say, then i don't think that it'll kill the friendship. Unless u have a hidden meaning la.

And i still believe in telling others how u feel, cos it'll make u feel much better. There's nth wrong wad. If the person's a true friend, u won't destroy the friendship.

'Let's just remain as friends?' - wtf did i say that man.

and that viv still say she wanna make a story for us? don't la, it will just make me v sad all over again. cos i don't see the point of making a joke out of it.


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| 9:55 PM |


Monday, July 21, 2008

helo i'm back!! hk was really boring cos we couldn't walk around the streets. me and christina had to risk our lives to even buy a cup of mango drink frm xu liu shan. HAHAH but it was damn nice! updates abt the hk trip soon....

and i tink loafers are damn nice.

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| 10:50 PM |


Saturday, July 12, 2008

helo, today is the official opening ceremony of the 6th AYC. we played against thailand, and won. 58-30. haha i didn't get to play, maybe she thought my knee is not ok yet. had a bad fall the day b4 during trg but my knee is ok!! zzzz. anw we're playing sri lanka tml, i wanna win them man. and i wanna play!

heard ace won nike today, YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!

hk is fuking boring cos i can't walk ard! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ and christina's com just hanged. HAHAHA


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| 10:38 PM |


Thursday, July 10, 2008

WTF I DIDN'T GET 3 OF MY CLASSES?! GG! AND I'M NOT IN SG TO BID! DIE DIE DIE. AND HK IS DAMN BORING COS WE'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SHOP! really like kenna quarantined man. HAHAHHA. but we just ate at xu liu shan, the famous mango dessert shop! HAHAHA damn happy.


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| 10:26 PM |


Tuesday, July 01, 2008

okays i realised i still have my internship report! YAY...

and it's weird how i couldn't answer pl's question ytd. but i forced myself to give the best ans and as wad she said, we duno how things will turn out but it's best not to hope for anything. sigh, i guess so. i can't believe i deleted her link. damn.


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| 1:40 AM |


STUPID MAN!!! MY COM KENNA TROJAN VIRUS!

and i had to reformat my entire com! stupid la, and i forgot to save my web favourites so i deleted the link to her blog! kaos! i forgot to save and now i can't rem it. maybe it's a sign....

fuck, and whatever shit i wrote abt my intern is gone too. DAMN


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| 12:13 AM |