Saturday, May 31, 2008

wtf i strained my back putting back the weights today. and pq is down oso! damn it la..i hope she recovers soon man. we need her back. i need to be strong mentally. it isn't like me to depend so much on others..

fuk my back hurts.

TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF WORK! DAMN HAPPY LA!! GG TO SLACK MY ASS OFF FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS MAN...actually i think i haf quite a gd balance of work and netball for awhile. now it's time to look forward to SYDNEY!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

omg we won blaze today!! i'm so proud of them, but i was still quite disappointed that i got subbed out after starting as main 7. damn it la. i need to focus!! lucky my boss was kind enough to let me terminate my intern this week! i'm really gg to chiong!! i'm gg to be the best shooter. watch me.

Monday, May 19, 2008

my face is damn swollen la...



i'm really gg to miss her, those long bus rides and the talks that we've had. yes, our dream of playing together in the circle had been destroyed for this year, but that doesn't mean it's never gonna happen. i'm still awaiting for that day when a coach believes in both of us, so don't u ever give up.

oh man i wanna quit my job man. shall talk to the boss to see what he says tml. let's hope we can have a peaceful agreement where i'll be happy.

I JUST WANNA CONCENTRATE ON AYC NOW!!!

let me quit pls....

Saturday, May 17, 2008

tml's the announcement for ayc team, i hope my hard work pays off. if not, at least i can safely say that i did work hard for it. but i think one thing for sure is, expect tears man. this announcement thing is really too cruel, but i guess mh is right cos we are old enough to face this alr. we cannot hope to be protected and sheltered cos we're the next batch to take over the opens and given our lousy attitude, no wonder the old birds want to come back to play. they rather not give us this opportunity. i won't become like them, when i have a goal fixed, i'll go all out for it. that's y i always end up getting such a bad fall if i fail.

Friday, May 16, 2008

omg i survived the op!! and i didn't puke or anything! and i get to keep my teeth!! hahaha.....does that mean i still get to keep my wisdom?? lol. it was alot less scarier than i had imagined and i wasn't that scared when i went to the theatre myself. yay, i'm damn brave and i believe i can survive tml's announcement of ayc team as well. :)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

omg i didn't know cheering for one team could have so many ramifications. but i was asking for it. i knew they will notice me cheering for marlins, when they were the ones who were cheering so loudly for me when i was playing. oh fuck, i was really asking for it. and now, i'm really v sad. cos i can feel it when i talked to yl just now. y do i always disappoint those ppl who have high expectations of me?

this is harder than i tot. and i duno how to clear this mess up, without sounding like a hypocrite.

this entire thing is damn tiring, i am actually now pretty sure i dun wan to play daisy tan next year.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

it feels so gd to lock up my blog, i don't have to answer ur questions anymore. and i really want to quit my job. fuk

haf been hearing so many 'interesting' stories lately man. that one person who was so dumb to throw away what she had for somebody else...i really think it's not worth it. somemore, looking at how she was treated really reminded me of smt familiar.

and until now, it still puts me off. u guys just duno how to deal with situations.

all i want was someone to be there for me, to show concern and understand me. is it that so difficult? u're def not the one cos ur insensitivity makes me feel like crap all the time.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

im not gg to side anyone but to say ur opponent is a 'scrappy team', that's really quite mean. it sounded more of sour grapes cos i tink another team is worse man. and u guys really pissed me off when u kept saying 3 more goals to 15.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

today marks the last day of nsl. and i just realised that ayc is like 2 months away. omg. and ayc team's gonna be announced in like 2 weeks?? OMG OMG OMG.