Monday, December 31, 2007

i wanna thank mel for listening to me crap so much. sistas forever man. haha and gd luck to yr email too.

my tarot readings. damn accurate.


how you feel about yourself now (Judgement)
You feel this is an end to an era or at least a certain phase of your life - you are taking stock and looking where you want to go from here. This ending is not one for regret but for rejoicing. Soon you will enjoy the rewards for your past efforts. As with any period of endings, many opportunities will present themselves and the choice that you make will have far reaching implications that could change your life dramatically. Any legal issues should be ruled in your favour.


what you most want at this moment (The World)
The cards suggest polaris, that what you most want at this time is a successful conclusion after all your hard work - well that time is close. This is a time for completion and satisfaction, the final change is here and you’ve done your best to win through.


your fears (The High Priestess)
You are feeling uneasy and insecure, something in your gut is saying ‘be careful, all is not as it seems’ - something just doesn’t feel right. If so, delay any decisions or actions until you have answered your concerns. If male this could signify a significant woman in your life being a bad influence.


what is going for you (The Hermit)
You are instinctively taking time to relax and reflect, drawing on your inner strength and wisdom to guide you through these difficult times. Time is a great healer, so if you don’t know quite what to do now in time you will. The Hermit signals a warning not to make hasty decisions, and if you have been unwell this is a time for rest and recuperation.


what is going against you (The Lovers)
Are you suffering in silence in an unhappy relationship or feeling very lonely? Do you have the courage to make the decision you really know you should make? You have a great sense of duty but are you happy? A difficult decision has to be made - have courage and you will achieve emotional happiness.


outcome (The Emperor)
Expect success and achievement of your goals, this is a time for fulfillment of your ambitions. If you have placed your trust in your father, husband/partner or a man of significance in your life, they will come up trumps for you. If you have been the victim of ill-will don’t worry, you will win in the end.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

i hate it when u're being so indifferent. i hate it when you don't reply when in fact you did receive the msg. this is stupid. why am i ranting my heart out over here when you don't even know/care abt it? stupid. this is a shit year. i hate 2007. may 2008 be a better year for me. f.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

oh god, my eyes are damn swollen.

i'm even more sure of what i want now. really can puke blood talking to them sometimes. and i haf blood clots on my hands cos of vball. hahah but it was fun. i think i need to play vball as warm up b4 trg man.

howhowhowhowhowhowhowhow

Friday, December 28, 2007

i couldn't slp last nite, and i woke up (surprisingly) at 10am today. there's simply too much thoughts going on in my head. i heard smt nice on class 95 last nite, but i dun tink it'd happen to me. i wish such days could go on forever, for i'm scared. i said i needed a confirmation and i wasn't sure if it happened. i think it did, but i think i heard wrongly. ha

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

i need some kind of confirmation cos i dun dare to trust my intuition. i think staying at home for too long drives me mad.

Monday, December 24, 2007

Do not mistake temptation for opportunity.

This was my new fortune on facebook. gosh, i'm glad i did not make that mistake.

i think i've sort of made up my mind. think i'll just let matters remain as such. status quo beats risking all that i had. don't think i can risk this loss.

pure bliss.

Friday, December 21, 2007

f it man. i just wanna be happy once again.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

If Love Is Blind
Artist(Band):Tiffany

People say that you're no good for me
People say it constantly
I hear it said so much I repeat it in my sleep

Maybe I am just a fool for you
Maybe you're no angel too
But all that talk is cheap
When I'm alone with you

If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
Cause I can't see myself
Not in love with you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you

All the world is crazy anyway
What's it matter what they say
If I'm the one that's wrong
Then let it be my mistake

If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
Cause I can't see myself
I'm not in love with you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you

You wouldn't be with me tonight if I didn't feel I was right
What will it matter anyhow a hundred years from now

If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
Cause I can't see myself
I'm not in love with you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you

Monday, December 17, 2007

i am searching for an answer. it's not an impulse, is it? rah, im blabbering rubbish again. simplicity is bliss. yes, i wish it is just that simple.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

this is so confusing and perplexing. bothered me for so long. gosh, i wish i haf an answer to it. but u need 2 hands to clap. bah. im pms-ing.