Saturday, June 30, 2007

only u noticed..what an irony.

today's game against extremes. we din have val wif us, but i tot the team played well la...esp the defenders. peilin shot well today oso, but i tot i could haf been better la...like my passes all that, damn fuking weak and slow la. goodness!

and my stamina suxs. bleah.

can't wait to take a long break.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I NEED MY MONEY! I NEED MY PAY!!

Saturday, June 23, 2007

wah lau todae is a damn bad day. i hate myself for being so useless can. I hate it when i cant do anything to make my arms work and then i was taken out cos he wanted to draw the score difference closer. wtf. i hate it la!

i hate myself for tearing so easily.

i hate it when i disappoint u. but can u not be so harsh to me all the time?

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

it doesn't pay to be kind.

wahahah, i think my US trip should be quite confirmed alr. just hope that audrey is able to postpone the day she starts work! else i'll be v lonely la...

and i need a job with better pay!!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

lesson learnt: one should never play mahjong with a troubled mind. cos u'll end up suffering in the end. i hope wh's dad is feeling better.

din slp much in the end. onli slept like for 30 mins den i went home alr. and wth am i still doing online now?!

u're fortunate cos u're allowed to rant yr feelings out. u can scream out all yr sorrows but i cant. so many times, i wished we could talk abt more things. i noe u were troubled, can tell. but i always feel that there's a kind of barrier when we talk. so much so that i always feel i duno the real you. it's stupid how i've always tried so hard to make u happy.but, i've alr tried my best and come to think of it, it's damn stupid. and i want to stop caring, but i cant. if the best solution is to ignore u, den i'll do it.

Friday, June 15, 2007

bleah, i am starting to hate fridays. wanna return to the old days man.

cheers, marlins!

ok, i think i'm becoming more numb now. cos i can roughly guess who's the person u're talking about alr. after so long, it's all just a waste of time. hope u are happy.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

OMG THIS IS DAMN COOL!!!

i hate to speculate. but all i know is one thing: that person is not me.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

hahah as promised, here's the photos taken during nsl finals.

clouds with a silver lining!after adidas sale..4 happy shoppers :) kailing and me!!stopped by mos burger for a drinkwenhui, my 相依为命partner!shuang and methank you shuang for making us look skinny...lol force shooters! :)ah xiu and me..pss someone don't be jealous! :Psneakers!!!!i love them :)wahaahah enjoying the dinner at gaby's restaurant

Monday, June 11, 2007

tonite's a long nite man. i have a lot to say but i duno where to start from. someone said the love story in pirates was tragic. i tot it was ok. at least i din feel anything when the couple got separated. maybe cos they were abit fake. maybe cos they always joked ard dat's y i nvr took them seriously.

on the contrary, i'm re-watching "beautiful life". it was probably one of the saddest jap dramas i've ever watched. and guess wad, after so many years, i still love the story. but the only thing i've learnt is, i'm not gg to be so stupid to let myself get hurt like that.

i am me, only me. immunity is all i need now.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

yay, marlins won ytd. we're the undefeated team for the entire 2007 nsl season. went to gaby's restaurant to celebrate. haha the food rox but it's abit overwhelming at the end. but i'm glad to be in this team. not because we are undefeated cos winning is just secondary, but because at least i noe that susan still believes in me. after so much shit that happened previously, i really appreciate what she has been teaching me.

watched pirates of the carribean just now. it was draggy but it's definitely better than the second episode. but i still think the first episode is the best of all. tho the finale has some tragic love story.

my mind's v messed up now. i need to be alone. when i try to share my joy or problems, some just dismisses it so easily. so much so that i dun want to talk to anyone abt it anymore. it's better when i drown all the thoughts within the late night.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

yr actions are so cute, i can't stand it la.

life has never been better. it's just damn shiok to chill out together after trg...with so many ppl ard..those seniors that u nvr thought u will get to have a meal with them one..heh, it was enjoyable. the company was great.

tonite was full of jokes.

joke 1: chairman was trying to figure out how to use the nokia n95. apparently, she thought that it was a blackberry and started pressing the screen. it's obviously not touch-screen cos i just slid the phone up and she was damn amazed. LOL.

joke 2: jiao lian was being damn nice to yas by telling her how to do her runs properly. and he was encouraging. but because she din acknowledge wad he said, he just screamed at her after that. the exact same thing he was repeating the entire time. hahahhaha, siao lor.

joke 3: ms sng was so engrossed in distributing tissue paper to everyone that she forgot to give shujun. ms sng even gave zanet half of a piece which left poor shujun waiting for the pathetic piece of tissue. madness!

i just want more of such times. so happy that u came.

Friday, June 08, 2007

i wanted so badly to send something to postsecrets.com. i need the avenue.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

WELL PLAYED GAME, FORCE!!!

oh man, it's really a long time since i felt so gd after a game...maybe cos it's been so long ever since i played on court. and this match really shows it all, that once u have the chemistry, it's always there. it doesn't even matter when u haven been working tog for like 2 weeks, cos the understanding is still there. YAY!

i'm elated. :)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

sigh i really duno wad i want. i feel lost.