Sunday, March 18, 2007

i'm officially quitting the team. now it's how to tell the coach.

Monday, March 12, 2007

smt which eugene told me.....haha it was v sweet and so nice of him to console me...

"u need 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% power and will, 5% luck, 50% pain and 100% reason for them to remember your name"

wow, it's been so long since i've last blogged..haha, better update abit...

cny: had a great cny this year...went visiting and stuff...great mahjong sessions and the stupid 'in-between' game at jiao lian house made me lose like 20 bucks at one shot...i nearly died...-__- greed is the root of all evil...wahahahah..

21s: i guess a huge chunk of the action has to be the 21s trgs and stuff...i actually quite like this year's team and stuff cos i tot we bonded rather well together...and rather quickly as well. but i must say that NETBALL SINGAPORE IS FREAKING SCREWED UP!! or maybe, it's the coach. initially, we had 18 members in our squad. then, one got injured and gerry left for melbourne. so that leaves 16 of us.

our dear coach can only submit 12 names so she has to hold another trial. and of cos, god knows that i'll be out of the team! debre, vivien and lingxin are out as well...isn't this sickening??? like omfg la, i din even expect such an outcome..i dun mean to say that i'm the best shooter in the team but at least i can be considered one of the better ones rite??? BUT our dear coach rather pick someone tall instead of me...whoa...that's one of the greatest insults in my life man! i mean, if she chose someone experienced and stuff, i wuld haf nth to complain la...but y choose her??? this shock seems almost too big for me to bear and the insult is too great to swallow.

so many ppl are shocked by the results...hahaha i can still rem yas screaming HUH!! on the phone...it was rather funny...and jeanine saying that the decision was so stupid etc...and of cos, xian and shiqi telling me not to give up...plus vivien who was there wif me at both trials....i'm glad that i still have them....

just wanted to say: Thank you guys for still believing in me. All your messages are really sweet.

however, it's just that sickening when all your teammates believe in you, and yr damn screwed up coach refuses to pick u...for wadsoever reason...if u want to bring this year's team to AYC next year den dun pick me la....even if u deliberately chose younger girls this year, that doesn't justify yr decision for the nsl team lor...u're so god damn irresponsible so stop acting as if u really care abt the entire squad...those honeyed words of "i really want to see u guys playing together as a squad and i'll be watching out for those who din make the cut during nsl". stop giving me those crap la....to put it simply, u just want us to substitute those who suddenly have last-min commitments or emergencies. get yr facts right man, I'M NOT GG TO BE A RESERVE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T EVEN DESERVE THE PLACE. that's not the definition of a reserve. a reserve replaces someone better, not someone worse.

it's really quite sad not to be able to train with them anymore, but i wun take this insult lying down. i will prove it to her that she has wasted a space in not putting my name in. and this is probably the last time that i will be trg with the same 21s team on the same court again. that is life, when it screws up, u screw the coach back....wahahahaha...