Tuesday, February 28, 2006

oh man..the big dae's finally here...the dae whereby we swore not to think of when the As ended...hahah....yep...i'm more paranoid now den i was during the Os la....wth..i'm so super afraid dat history will repeat itself can....oh man, MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME!!!!!!

i dun wan to haf any regrets...and i din...cos no matter wad's the outcome tml, i nvr regretted coming hc....=) i haf great classmates and teammates!!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

okies i got the link to a gay's blog...it was rather interesting to read though...serious!! i'm not being sarcastic...and i haf to agree wif the saying dat most good-looking guys are gay la...=X duno how to go abt saying it...just dat they gave mi a different feeling as when u read a couple's blog (a boy and gal of cos!) their lives are quite sad la...considering they always get weird looks from ppl la...but whu noes, maybe this kind of love is felt more strongly than merely BGR? Since both parties are equally and strongly sensitive to each other and others' looks...

yep!! and sg is really damn conservative la...i saw so many of such cases in perth can!!

a big thanks to those whu did the quiz dat i posted on my blog!! it's deeply appreciated!! lols!! btw, whu is dcdcdcdc and =)...they did the quiz den i duno whu isit =.=

i like my current life....so peaceful...

Saturday, February 25, 2006

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help mi do tis ppl!! =)

Thursday, February 23, 2006

duno wad's wrong wif ppl these daes...esp those whu are desperately trying to show off something.....isn't love stories like those i saw in serials much more beautiful den this superficial reality...just what are u trying to show? it's really getting on my nerves....

sorry, just ignore me...i'm just being a bitch...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

okies, had to admit i was kinda pissed last nite...hahah, but i realised it's partly my fault cos i nvr check things out properly....heh...so i guess everything's fine!!

was pondering over wad aaron told mi, but i guess dat dae will nvr come...and another disappointment added to the list of 2006!! i shuld nvr try too hard......

ohhhh!! and i bought an adidas bag todae!! yep!! finally got rid of the black one which so many ppl are carrying =.= well i still keep dat black one la, just dat i finally haf a new adidas bag!! =)

Monday, February 20, 2006

arugh i hate my dad....totally!!one whu doesn't care abt others don't deserve any respect from me AT ALL. and i wuldn't take back my words, u selfish ass!! i've nvr seen anyone more unreasonable and idiotic as u la...

Sunday, February 19, 2006

haha guess i was just feeling pms-y a few daes ago..dun worry ppl!! i'm fine liao!! =)

saw annie on the bus todae!! oh my....haven seen her in such a long time la!! and to tink i was sitting beside her w/o even knowing it!! wth la...

guess i really missed those times....yeah..maybe that innocence is hard to be bought...

hahah, tis thought suddenly popped up in my head todae: if onli my life follows the plot of winter sonata, how great will it be....of cos, it better not follow the ending...=p but i guess, such a wish is highly impossible esp in sg...cos it doesn't snow here!!

bleahz, i'm gg crazy again..=X

Friday, February 17, 2006

i'm such a loner...it's gonna make mi become void of feelings....where's everyone when u need them man

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

i wan to get an adidas originals shirt!! but i tink it wun look nise on me since it's so tight-fitting and i'm so broad...=.= WTH..

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

tired!! but i like the feeling of working..takes my mind off stuff and the money's rollin in man!! hahaha...haf tis tuition job at sengkang...not bad la, but i tink i'm seriously underpaid!! arugh..20 bucks an hr onli..shall attempt to raise it soon..heh..after i take my results bah...

and todae's valentine's dae!! =.= first time saw so many couples in novena..dun understand y muz ppl wait till special occasions b4 they celebrate their love...wad rubbish...hahaah came across tis amusing sentence in a magazine todae: " How many frogs do i have to kiss b4 i meet the prince??" LOL

tis further confirms dat i haf to fulfil my resolution tis year!! =D

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Monday, February 13, 2006

hehe, my collegue, caihong!! haha tis shows dat we really haf nth to do while working =X

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

arugh 19s selections are starting on the 11th of march!! omg and i haven started trg!!

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Friday, February 10, 2006

THIS IS DAMN SHITTY..ALL THANKS TO MELISSA FU!! MUAHAHA...

1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.need to mention the sex of the target.
2. tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments saying they've been tagged.
3. if tagged a 2nd time; no need to post


I only like guys...dat's definite!

1. He must be able to make me laugh.
Not that he must be a clown la..=X
2. HE MUST BE TALLER THAN ME!!
Dat's important lor...guys shorter den me are a NO-NO!
3. He must be older than me...
Heh, as wad i've said b4, i tink that's where i'm heading...=p
4. He should have a nise smile
Haha, to make up for my forever 'black' face according to shanny..=.=
5. He's charming in his own ways...
Cos i've always acknowledged dat charming guys are the most romantic and charm lasts a lifetime instead of merely looks.
6. Sporty.
Doesn't mean he has to be an outstanding sports player la, but just be healthy!! And can teach me new sports too...heh =p
7. He must love me for who i am
I dun wish to put on a pretentious mask in front of him. I've had enough of that alr.
8. He must love me more than i love him
Haha, gals always wanna indulge in the feeling of being loved...i'm no exception

Wah kns la...tis stupid list just made me even sadder...if there's such a person out there, i'd like to meet him la!

and i wan liren, peiyi, ah gong, joseph, geri, kaihong, ye and fang to do it!! =)

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| 11:34 PM |

hahah work todae was damn slack..i had nth to do till 2 plus lidat...kaos..i practically slacked frm 9 till den la...wth...den sneakers trg was cancelled cos it was raining and we couldn't get the hall...=.= make mi bring all my trg stuff to work for nth!! joined my parents for dinner instead..together wif their frens...the food sux la...and my mum's off to her fren's hse for overnite mahjong....wth!!

arugh i just hope the tuition agency calls mi back soon la!! arughhhh..

haha, was reading some magazines since i was so bored and work..but those adult magazines are mostly filled wif wedding stuff since vdae is drawing near =.= but i realised smt, weddings are getting more posh and creative these daes....i'm envious!! lols...oh ya, there was tis advertisement for these champaigne roses dat could haf yr photos imprinted onto the petals!! it's super nise!! and the price's oso v nise...lols...i tink it's more den 200 bucks la for just a few roses....=.=

actually, come to tink abt it, when u're working, u really get to meet alot more pple...and frm all the adult magazines i've read, i realised dat mature men are really quite cool...i guess they're the ones that u really can call 'romantic'...heh...oh no, i tink i'm heading towards the wrong direction!

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

oh my pls go watch 'i not stupid too'!!!! it's a really good show!! much better den the first one.....and bring yr tissues everyone!!! it's really quite sad...

never estimate the three words: i love you...

u're not finished when u lose, u're finished when u QUIT

please dun be stingy wif yr compliments!!!

conclusion of the day: i shall be niser to my parents....esp to my dad =)

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

had tis really weird dream last nite...in fact, recently i kept dreaming abt getting back A level results...omg....damn scary....

and i'm damn gek now....shuldn't haf signed the contract wif recruit express la....den now so many tuition agencies called mi den i cannot accomodate them...arughhhhhh

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| 12:46 PM |

Thursday, February 02, 2006

haha i haf a day's off tml! My supervisor, Audrey, told mi dat tml got nth much to do...haha so i can take a break...lols...actually the ppl there are really v nise....where got supervisor ask u do work den sae thanks one???!! she super nise la...hahah...

nwae, i wonder y the lady's platinum and lady's classic cards are under MASTERcard...super lame la...hahaha

阿桑-----受了点伤 ( tis song totally rocks)

my love,晚安就别再为难
别管我会受伤
想开体谅我已经习惯
不然又能怎样?
这个城市太会说谎爱情只是昂贵的橱窗
沿路华丽灿烂陈列甜美幻象
谁当真谁就上当
竟然以为你会不一样但凭什么你要不一样
因为寂寞太冷虚构出的温暖
没理由能撑到天亮
前进转弯我跌跌撞撞
在这迷宫打转
死心失望会比较简单
却又心有不甘
这个城市太会伪装爱情就像霓虹灯一样
谁离开之后却把灯忘了关让梦作得太辉煌
以为能够留你在身旁但是谁肯留在谁身旁
一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长
这就叫做好聚好散
别说你对我感到愧疚
别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走
请你不要安慰我
my love,晚安别放在心上
我只受了点伤
只是受了点伤

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| 9:35 PM |

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

haha went visiting at jiao lian's hse just now...felt really good to catch up wif the netballers...hopefully we can get to play tog again!! hahaha... and den toked for a while to weisong just now...hahaha army life sounds quite fun! lols....

work tml again....how mundane...

oh ya, just now at jiao lian's hse, he told us some of the juniors wanted to watch our last year's finals match...=.= and they got dirty looks frm the rest...hahaha...i bet most of them were contributed by shanny...wahaha..nwae, ya even though it had passed for so long, i still cant forget it...i guess tis goes the same for the rest too...well, still haf to move on..cos it doesn't mean we're condemmed for life =) we're gonna see hu's gonna haf the last laugh...

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