Saturday, July 30, 2005

it's how weird that life and death issues are becoming so common these daes....esp when those who died are close to yr age...it's scary, seriously. i guess it's definitely not an easy choice to make and may God bless those who haf already left us. To all those whu are harbouring such thoughts, pls dun do it. I noe it's damn cliche to sae when there's a will, there's a way, but death onli brings more misery to those around u even if u're freed from this depression.

So, cherish all those around you and if u really haf something u wan to tell that special someone, do it b4 it gets too late.

Friday, July 29, 2005

wad if i haf to leave one dae, will things change? it all depends on you..

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

why isit that people regret onli after they've lost something? why isit that people dun value the importance of certain stuff onli until after everything ended? and why isit that i'm still having regrets?

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

tired.fatigue.wad's next?

Monday, July 25, 2005

后来 - 刘若英

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱可惜你　早已远去 消失在人海

后来　终于在眼泪中明白　有些人　一旦错过就不再

栀子花　白花瓣　落在我蓝色百褶裙上

爱你　你轻声说我低下头　闻见一阵芬芳那个永恒的夜晚　

十七岁仲夏　你吻我的那个夜晚让我往后的时光　

每当有感叹总想起　当天的星光

那时候的爱情　为什么就能那样简单

而又是为什么　人年少时　一定要让深爱的人受伤

在这相似的深夜里　你是否一样　也在静静追悔感伤

如果当时我们能　不那么倔强现在也　不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我　带着笑或是很沉默这些年来　

有没有人能让你不寂寞

永远不会再重来有一个男孩　爱着那个女孩

Sunday, July 24, 2005

look at tis! i tot these quizzes were quite nise! lols..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Your #1 Love Type: INFJ

The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

no lor where got everyone falls for me? lols!!!!

went sun tanning at sheena's hse todae wif the weilin, geri and yuhui....hahaha, but our plan flopped lar cos it started to rain shortly after we started! =( so went back sheena's hse to slack and watch coach carter.....heh...went swimming at 330 lidat wif them but w/o geri cos she had to leave early...it was damn fun cos we're lyk playing water volleyball...super farnie! we shuld do tis often..=)

Thursday, July 21, 2005

just finished watching "coach carter"..it's really a very inspiring film. guess all athletes shuld watch it. heh, die la, tml still got sch....=.= oh ya, good luck to the canoeists for their comp! =)

"You hung on and played like champions. What you've achieved is the elusive victory within yourself."

Monday, July 18, 2005

okies just finished chionging s9...wah, quite proud of myself lor...chionged 5 questions in 3 and a half hrs....my eyes seeing too many numbers liao.......wad's the level of significance if i sae i hate stats? 100%!!! hahaha....so lame! =.=

Sunday, July 17, 2005

woots! i got my levi's jeans todae! yay....cost mi, or rather my dad, 130 bucks! wah....damn happy! hahah, but i'm still on my great savings plan cos there's just too many things i want to buy after A's! gambete!

We enjoy warmth

because we have been cold.

We appreciate light

because we have been in darkness.

By the same token

we can experience joy

because we have known sadness.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

okies was doing maths todae....den went out to j8 wif mum..hahahah...got my b&j chocolate fudge brownie! lolx...yay! was on the way home and the bus was so super crowded, but there's tis mother and her 2 sons whu were being selfish cos they used their plastic bags to occupy a seat! i was damn irritated can! and i said so loudly abt how some pple treat things more impt than pple! hahaha, tink the mother realised it la cos she took away the stuff after dat...but i din sit lar, cos the 3 of them are so fat they could easily occupy 6 seats lor! i really want to go and squeeze wif them lar! yucks! but the feeling was damn shuang! wahahah...

oh ya, was in the j8's ntuc when i saw tis couple...the guy was taking photos of the gal while they were shopping lar....hahah, they really looked blissful..prob life's best moments caught on camera....tsk, no wonder my camera's still empty!

Friday, July 15, 2005

okies i dun haf to extract my wisdom tooth!! yay....thank god! lolx....had a cavity on the second molar though =.= hahahah....shit....and the dentist polished my teeth! yay, i shall go around flashing my white teeth now! hohoohoho! damn broke lar, the whole treatment costs 88 bucks....hahah but dad's paying so heck!

You'll wake up thinking about relationships. If you're currently involved, that's good news for your sweetheart. If not, it's good news for your prospective suitors. Either way, you definitely won't be lonely.

friendster horoscope for todae! =.= hahaha...using sch com now! sians lar! still got lessons later! haix! gg to get sy's present later den meet liren to see dentist! so busy!

Thursday, July 14, 2005

sch ended early..1.20..been feeling veri sian diao these daes..nth much's happening unlike in the past when there's at least still trg! oh no, i'm having no-trg syndromes! haix...there's not even anything exciting happening....

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

hahah, it was a really slack dae todae....got back econs essay liao....was rather pleased wif the results la...hahah first time i passed the overall paper 3 lor....but still missed a mark to D....damn pissed at dat...hahah nvm lar...

I learnt something new todae! It's really amazing how things can be so coincidental in this world! ;P

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i'm so freaking pissed at some ppl's biasness..they really disgust me lar...esp since they showed such attitude when they were younger! i hope they get a taste of their medicine lar! den i'll sit back and luff my ass off! total abhorrence i wuld call it! wad a bloody hypocrite and still expect pple to respect her? wad a big joke man! i will nvr acknowledge her...i totally despise her!

Monday, July 11, 2005

koped tis from someone's blog...thought it was quite nise....hahah, enjoy!

Find a guy:>>

who calls you beautiful instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep

Wait for the boy :>>

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on

Wait for the one:>>

who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you
who turns to his friends andsays, "...that's her."

had such a long dae in sch....screwed fmaths up..got an O...oh my, so tired now...no energy to do any work lar...

Sunday, July 10, 2005

The Bottom Line
Keep your eyes out for a little love token. Somebody wants to tell you something!

In Detail
Someone you've been carrying a torch for -- well, for what seems like forever -- is about to let you know that the feelings aren't just mutual. They may even have been carting around a larger flame than you have. No, it's not easy to believe, given the depth of your feelings, but at this point in time, anything is possible, especially for your sign. Take full advantage of the good things the universe is tossing your way.

the daily horoscope from friendster. oh wow, wad crap la

wah todae is the ultimate SIAN dae! hahaha, spent my dae rotting at home again....woke up at 12 den fell asleep at 230 to 3 lidat....wanted to do some work one...den read abit of chem and fell asleep at 330 again..woke up at 5 lar!!! wah....so pig la..read the wrong set of notes somemore....wth! waste mi time! hahaha, but i feel accomplished tis weekend....heh..watched so many movies at home too! The Incredibles and The Pacifier were greattttt....hahahah...tml's lesson till 530!! wif the grand finale of 2 hrs of chem tutorial wif ching! wow! =X

Saturday, July 09, 2005

din do much todae...hahah, so bored!! yawns! and my left ear is swollen! =( i duno y! but it's less hurting now alr....haha..

Friday, July 08, 2005

okies got back maths paper todae...haha din improve at all lar....got 70/100...still damn gek abt dat mechanics qn....6 marks la..else i could haf gotten A...my first A lar! =.= seriously screwed for fmaths..i better pray hard for an O pass...hahah...damn disappointing lor, i got a C for fm in bt1 la....now tis kind of grades...haha but nvm la, i predicted dat i'll get CEOO liaos...woots!

Thursday, July 07, 2005

I'll really miss her...regretted that i didn't contact her for so long...den now, the chance to ever talk to her again had vanished...[remorseful]


A tribute to the best nanny ever. my best nanny.

stupid ching complained dat my hair was too brown so i went to dye it black todae...so dat i wun kenna alot of trouble during the spotcheck tml...wth lar....i hate her la...and we got back chem todae....bleahs...expected such shit results le....hahah somemore muz go remedial le....haha! so sad la...but 50% of the us got below 50 for the chem blocks la.....hahah chao farnie...lolx! not much news abt the rest of the papers...bleahs...shit i'm so screwed....hahah..shall go watch 100% entertainment later!

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

okies, had a great time at gf's house yesterdae...pigging out and watching videos....hahaha, went to k tis morning at the kbox branch at dhoby ghaut...muz admit the service and food there are much better den amk one lar!! took videos of us singing! chao farnie!! lolx...nwae, we watched a lot like love after that....it's a damn damn damn sweet show!! really muz watch!! at least i tot it was better den initial d =.= hohoho, den gf went to visit her grandma and i went j8 cos wanna buy vcd but ended up dun haf! hahah, den wen i was waiting for my bus and i saw tis rather cute guy at the bus-stop...in the end, we were actually waiting for the same bus hor....haha so dumb! but aiya, wadever man....not gonna bother abt all these things liao..nwae, received news dat my babysitter cum neighbour last time recently passed away....it really came as a shock to me la..cos we lost contact for a few years le...den suddenly lidat...=( haix. i send my deepest sympathy to her family....='(

it's so weird how we always fail to cherish wad we haf, but onli come to regret when we lose it. maybe that's life. if that's the case, den i've already lived numerous times already..

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

omg i'm really screwed for fmaths man!~! It's lyk chao freaking hard lar! ten thousand miles away from bt1 can!!! arugh, really gonna die a tragic death le!! so cham...i bet our class will haf alot of anomalies tis time round for fmaths grade man! hoho....but i had a fun time out todae wif the class gals....oh well, most of them lar...except jiamin & huiru....lolx....they had smt on....watched initial d todae...hahaha...geri they all went crazy over jay chou and edison chen! and she was so nervous wen the race was abt to start! damn farnie! nwae, i'm at my gf's hse now!! playing the nite away~~

Sunday, July 03, 2005

went for a run todae.....having muscle ache now...wth =.= arugh suxs, stats sux! and i still haf one more dae of torture! yucks! i was lying in bed just now and tinking wad i'll be doing on tues man....den went to fantasize wad to do after A's..*drools* hehe, sounds exciting! lolx, hope i'll still be able to carry those plans out by then!! woohoo! i shall learn how to play a musical instrument! probably those metallic looking drums! duno wad they're called lar...lolx...or maybe i shall go learn how to play a saxophone! the music is damn nise! and.......i shall learn how to cook!!! wahahah...sounds exciting...great plans i haf man....but bleahs, reality is dawning on me now and there's still prelims b4 the big A's arrive =.= nvm, it's gd to fantasize sometimes! wahahah!

Saturday, July 02, 2005

eh i haf a new tooth growing!! hahahah...it's still veri small lor...but can see abit le....and can feel it lar...wahahah, so cute! gosh, i sound lyk a expectant mother...yucks! hahah but wad isit? lolx, it's not painful lor but i tink it will be damn painful if i were to go pluck it out! oh nO! nwae, i hate statistics! i hate continuous random variable and geometric distribution!! arugh!!!!

Friday, July 01, 2005

hahah, my niece applied to join one of the prestigious secondary school in korea and tis is one of the questions asked during the interview:

In a drawer, there are many socks sprawled all over it. The socks come in 3 different colours. Assuming that you don't know what you've chosen, how many must you take in order to obtain a pair (of the same colour of cos!)?

hahaha, it's not a lame question lor...i got it the first time la...=.= so dumb! hahah..go figure!

wah i'm sooo screwed lar! for both maths and chem!! esp chem....it's a total goner.....i nvr wrote so much crap during the paper can...maths was quite hard, tink it was harder den bt1..wth....so many mechanics..crazy sia! had chem todae....omg, chem is the worst subject to study lar! every 5 minutes the paper seems to lyk tell mi to go slp lor! lyk a lullaby! lols....damn sian! yucks lar hate chem! hahah, dun care lar...gonna slaaaaaaack todae b4 starting on fmaths tml...bleahs, the s6 and s7 pple ended todae lor....kaos...they haf lyk until next wed to slack???!!! nvm nvm! i'm awaiting the arrival of 5th july!! =)