Wednesday, March 30, 2005

i wun be defeated so easily. even though there is a tinge of hatred dat is lingering in my heart now....

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

hmmmm got an O for chem....hahaha thank god lor....my worst subject is over man! now still left maths, econs and fmaths..sian! there's trg tml...at 5! no more slacking liao...

Monday, March 28, 2005

YAY WE FINALLY FINISHED BLOCK TEST 1!!! but the fmaths paper was harder den i tot lor....kaos...die lar....haiyo....but nvm lar, over le....hehehehe....the rest still got physics spa tml! wahahahah, gd luck man! lols! went to watch ms congenality2 wif amanda, geri, weilin,huiru, sheena, choo min and yuhui aft the paper...the show was rather gd...hahaha..but i want watch son of the mask too!! and my legs are veri suan now cos we walked around till 630 lidat....of cos we stopped to eat at marche for a while...hehe....but tml haf to go back sch at 230 to check chem mcq!!! wth lar, muz be dat ching lar...freaking lazy lor she! grrr so irritating!

nwae tis are the neoprints we took todae! hehe, geri left early to watch the polo match...hc vs ac...wah sounds exciting....shall go watch one soon! =) though i dun understand the game..lols!

Sunday, March 27, 2005

i'm so sick and tired of mugging for fmaths....it's onli the first major exam out of 4 tis year and i'm already so sian diao! die lar.....haahah....duno y but i keep tinking of A'div...recalling wad jiao lian told us yesterdae....haf to work much harder man! But i still lyk the sentence which he told mi, eddy, geri and weilin....regarding the delay of A'div....well said man....=)

another 14 hrs to go b4 i regain my freedom!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

trg todae was horrible....it started raining at different times and we had to do some physical conditioning.....hahah..nwae, the pair ball drill running down the court was damn tiring! i tot the drill was never-ending lor...hahaha....played badly for court game amongst ourselves....tink i too long nvr play den rusty liao...shit lar....muz work harder! =(

Friday, March 25, 2005

went for court run todae....did one set onli....hope i dun get any muscle ache tml..but pray hard dat my ankle doesn't die on me...i hope mon comes quickly....want to get over the damn fmaths paper asap!

it's true dat running keeps one's mind occupied....i shuld do more running....

Thursday, March 24, 2005

oh my, tis baby pic is super cute and sweet!! lols.....

put the past behind me, concentrate on wad's gonna happen in the future....work towards A'div champs....no one can stop mi!

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

todae's chem was a total screw up....chem spa was okie i guess, except dat i got one of the confirmatory test wrong....but the block test was a nitemare! it's so easy to get an F! wayyyyy too easy...nwae, the grouping for the A'div is out..damn it lor..our grouping is lyk the worst? there's vj, jj and tpj...jj's gonna be rather strong tis year wif jietong, jesline and anni! meanwhile, vj has lyk a veri gd defender? i played against her b4....okie lar, not as if she's unovercomeable...but still muz work veri hard....will we win? there's so many pple and it's hard to specialise certain moves wif yr immediate partner....my legs are getting itchy! it's been a long time since i ran on court!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Day 2 of block test... the maths paper was okie i guess..but dun tink i'll do well....i was getting more sian diao the more i do the paper lor..=P econs essay was a killer too...nt enuff time den the DRQ's instructions are unclear one....stupid....hahaha, but at least, they're over le! =) hehehe, i onli haf to worry for chem spa tml cos i'm not gg to study for chem block test le..try not to fail can le.....pray for an O bah....lols!

Monday, March 21, 2005

todae's gp paper was a total flop...the essay is a goner....confirm die...so hard! just finished mugging for econs, shall go start on maths soon....haix sian....i'm feeling REAL bad now cos of tis stupid block test, i can't go console my friend...haix, so sad...so helpless now...

Sunday, March 20, 2005

my ankle's still quite swollen....sians....tml's the start of block test liaos....wah die lar!

OMG, real sexehness eh? so cool lar....


*sighs*

Saturday, March 19, 2005

trg todae was fun....or it least it seemed fun to me....cos i wasn't able to train...bleahs..=X hated the feeling of sitting out lor.....


quote of the dae:
[mind over body]

Friday, March 18, 2005

how unlucky can i be? twisted my left ankle during trg todae....it was a real bad injury....and my whole ankle is so swollen now....and i dragged my spoilt ankle to the adidas sale at the expo...apparently, i walked frm 11+ to 4..wif a useless ankle....the worst thing is, i can't train tml! =(


the pictures below may cause an upset in appetite....wahahaha!

hahaha, tis is my right ankle...the still "working" one


tis is the left one! =(


see the diff? its damn painful!


elephant's feet!


sobs!



let's pray hard it faster heals....so i can go back on court again!

my proudest achievement of the day...

hehehe.... spent lyk 200+ bucks lor...lols but it was more worth it as compared to last year....
bought 2 pairs of shoes, a few shirts, a skirt, socks and got 4 free adidas bottles =_=

Thursday, March 17, 2005

梁静茹-接受

彷佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右

还以为我们会开花结果

我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔

哼过的歌到底有什么内容

* 彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风

吹过你的领空 差点失控 回忆在夜里闹得很凶

我想我可以明白你所有的痛

想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷

# 我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟

在爱情里分不了轻重

诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走

爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由

剩下的那些感动 能记得多久

todae's trg was rather shiok....perhaps becos jiao lian is ard....din really do much lar...hahaha....except one part wen we're doing 7 down the court and the shooter misses, the rest haf to do star jumps until she shoots in 5 consecutive shots....hahaha...i couldn't help but luff out cos everyone really seh diao....hahaha....the scene was hilarious! den geri and eddy oso burst out luffing! lols....

tml's trg at 730!!! oh my...so early!!! but we're chionging to the adidas sale tml!! and it's jiao lian's bdae tml!! hehe....

trg begins in an hr's time....haix sian..my throat's feeling bad....

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

i miss the gd old daes...if u've found the right person, den i'd give my blessings to ya..it was all my fault... for making the end so unclear and uncertain.

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

- You Raised Me Up by Josh Groban

if u're ever wondering where to hear great vocals, tis is the song man! =)

this is the song to heal any wound..

suddenly had this feeling of nostalgia..duno y eh..realised dat i din cherish many things in the past, even if i regret now, it's not gonna help...still, i tink i shuld just sit back and wait for things to fall at the right moment....no point taking any initiative or wadsoever..some pple are just plain pretending...

heheh the neoprints we took last sat!~ i cant wait for blocks to end!


wahahah, this set of neoprints look the best! =)


lols, a piece of shit on yuhui's head!!


wah...@@ my face =_=

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

When you know that everything you've done is worth it, then you've found your heart.... unfortunately, even if i've found it, i dun dare acknowledge it.. what's left of me is just an empty shell..

wah i am so freaking bored! just woke up onli and i tot of the long dae of having to mug again pisses mi off! grrr..the weather these daes is really bad....so hazy lar..

it's so strange how 2 pple can just walk past each other and not notice the other half...hmmmm, just a thought.. *shrugs*

Monday, March 14, 2005

my com's finally repaired! apparently, it's been infected wif some spyware or adware virus....hahah...muz rem to update my norton antivirus program soon...lols..

wah the first dae of hols and i alr feel so sian! stupid block test! damn!

my life's so dull....

Sunday, March 13, 2005

i had a weird dream last nite man...haha, really strange...though i can onli rem part of it, but it really sets my heart tinking...hmmm..maybe there's really smt lacking in my life, just dat i refuse to acknowledge it yet. i dun haf the courage to.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

just reached home frm trg..hahaha..went to eat at marche wif yuhui, shanny, shalene, eenian, zinc and qiting just now...super shuang.. probably one of the last few times i can stay out so late lor...cos of the stupid block test..arugh!

nvm shall go slp now....tml den worry..

Friday, March 11, 2005

once bitten, twice shy.

haha! went to do court run just now....reached my target of 2 sets of 15 mins le! wah..so satisfied now...lols...nwae, sch was really boring todae...even though it was the last dae of sch, i din really feel excited cos of the upcoming block test..sian diao! nvm lar...it's not counted in the As nwae one wad....hahah..

it makes one feel gd after helping one's frens to rid their troubles and dilemma. =)

Thursday, March 10, 2005

有多少人在旁边 我们都视而不见

彼此却忍不住多看几眼 感觉强烈

已经微笑的放电 已经暗示到极限

没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间 幸福就飘过面前

明明很爱你 明明想靠近

rebooted my com again.....sian diao lor...keeps crashing on me....wth...nwae, just realised dat block test is drawing so near but yet i dun haf the mood to study lar...damn sian....shit lor..cant wait for it to end so can at least relax for a while!

had macs pancakes for tonite's dinner....so full now lar...but it was damn shiok lar! yum yum! wad a special dinner man...

hahaha, nwae, i've concluded dat i dun lyk dat *someone* anymore....ain't it great? i finally came to my senses after so long...cos i realised dat it's a relief to let go but a torture to hang on... hehe...i shuld live each dae wif a heart freed of troubles and sadness...

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

went to watch the northzone finals todae.. wah it was such a close fight can...so scary lar! but in the end, ang mo kio still won..by 5 goals i tink....duno lar..tough fight i muz sae....nwae, din watch the c div match....apparently they won so we're double champs!! woo hoo~~ well done pple!

sianz, jiao lian wun be down for tml trg again...wth.... meaningless lor..how are we gonna win tis year man...

Monday, March 07, 2005

watched hitch todae wif geri, teh and yuhui...the show is chao farnie! *two thumbs up* hahaha..go watch it man!! i tink the show has alot of hidden meaning behind it which many of us failed to understand...being in a relationship doesn't mean that u haf to forego any friendships. Unfortunately, many of us dun understand this.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

suddenly realised the world around me is changing so rapidly...so many things haf changed. so many things dat i never expected happened so quickly..perhaps wad my mom told mi todae was true...i shuld be happy for u but i just cant..u onli come to me whenever u face a difficulty. am i dat substitutable? u're alway at his beck and call eh? i wun forget dat time wen u pang seh mi just cos u wanted to meet him...so sickening!so many years of friendship lost just cos someone new entered yr life.

wah...did court run just now..15mins and 12 mins....can die lor..wanted to do 10 mins for second set one..but aiya, abit useless sia..so run 12 mins lor...muz increase to 2 sets of 15mins le! shit la, just started studying for the maths test onli..die....sian lor...tml's sch onli till 1040...but my lessons end at 9.20 cos i got double break aft dat! wahaha! but still got maths test =_= anti climax...nwae, gg to watch Hitch tml!! yay!

super hungry now...go eat first....tata

wah, just reached home from watching talentime in sch....it's rather gd though and there were some REALLY entertaining and hilarious parts lor! damn farnie! nwae, had trg in sch b4 dat and it din go really well la....we had to play a frenly against pasir ris crest and the sun was a killer man! it was so freaking hot! i'm not feeling tired but just lazy to pick my feet to run...die lar...muz go do more court runs...muz jia you!!

went to eat at BTM aft the show....was super hungry la! din eat from lyk 1130 till 10+ lor....can die lar..so ate quite alot hehe...mi, sheena and yuhui shared one plate of hokkien mee, carrot cake and fried oyster! damn full now lar...cant slp...

to forget everything..haf a fresh start for 2005...

Friday, March 04, 2005

todae's the release of A's results...haf to sae hc did brillantly well tis year la....had 24 pple scoring 8 distinctions (4 A sub, 3 S paper and GP) wth!! den 2/3 of the cohort had 3As and above...qiang lor...

todae was supposed to be my special dae, a dae which i'm supposed to be veri excited for...but no, it all ended up as nth... oh wells, cant be bothered lor...lyk really any thing good will happen lidat...it was a mistake from the beginning, so now, i shall end my mistake....it was all one-sided, and i dun care if u noe or dun..cos i've lost every single tinge of interest le...love is too tiring...my heart no longer gets the thumping feeling le...but it'll be a long time wen i really start smiling again..fine den, i wun see u again wad...

to quote smt frm mel's blog:
living in an illusion, deep down knowing that it will never come true, yet satisfied with the small little events replayed in the head.these small little things bring joy for days. any relevant thing, made up by the mind reminds the person of this horrible truth. yet the person fights to fully understand, perhaps kid himself/herself with this illusion painted to fulfill what cannot be fulfilled. any micro story that has relevance may be an example to the happy ending.

i agree lor...any small, single thing dat u do will make my dae, but sadly, it didn't happen. dat's it, u're going out of my life man...i dun wan to degrade myself...it's not worth it at all.

goodbye.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

wahahah...i finally dled msn messenger le! finally la..and tml's the release of A level results le...hahah..quite exciting eh..hehe! nwae, went to the library wif gf just now to do some work..haha, cos if i really go home, i'd sure go slp one lor! lols...

trg yesterdae was a total wreck. it din start off well lor...wen we did the big square, jiao lian alr scolded us lyk shit lor..wah the 7 down the court was even more sian diao..duno wad's wrong la...just felt veri gek aft the whole trg...felt dat the team isn't as strong as i tot...and wif season coming up, i worry even more...

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

wah i am so tired..went to watch the b gals play sports sch in the north zone semi-finals todae wif yuhui...hahah....she's so nise la...acc mi watch...hehe thanks!! nwae, it was a rather close match i muz sae but we can play better one lor...the score was 30-18.. and now, i'm kinda pissed cos i cant dl msn messnger! grrr.....