Monday, January 31, 2005

mondae blues. i'm so tired. tired of escaping from reality.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

haha, there's trg in sch at 2 later..but i'm not gg...gg for selections in knc...hahah meeting xiu later at 2.15 before gg there...sians...rather not miss trg lor..kaos...i tot muz go one leh...haix...nwae, there's stj tonite at fish & co....hahah...will be back rather late tonite i guess! =)

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Like a never ending film, the fading memories plays on in my heart. There are some memories i've tried so hard to erase. but somehow your smile just gets stuck in my head. I guess i just can't forget you.........

focusing all my attention into netball. mainly to retain our championship title and partly, to get my mind off some people and some things.

chem spa skill a suxs lor.....bet i hafta redo it....haix....nwae, sch was kinda slack todae la....ahaha cos i went sch at 11+ den dismissed at 1.20....wth.....hahah.. my thigh's slighly better liao....haha..pray hard la...haha, yuhui came to challenge mi in shooting cos i cant shoot becos of my leg wad....hahah in the end, she realised i usually dun use my legs wen i shoot! dat's y i always kenna jiao lian's scolding! lols! hahah, but in the end, i won la..haha and i forgot to get the treat from her! lols....she's damn farnie la....=D ahahah, was discussing some netball stuff at coro todae..and geri said dat wen we play game den i'll sometimes diao the defender aft i got the ball....oops! hahaha! cant help it la....hahah... maybe i shuld be more peace-loving when i play....=) depends on who i'm playing against la....

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

oh man! todae's a really damn unlucky dae for mi la! i pulled a nerve on my right upper thigh! and yesh, it's a nerve, not muscle! hahaha! damn super painful la...just went to the sinseh and aft he pressed it, omg it became more painful la! lols...hahah, but i onli haf myself to blame cos i guess i wasn't ready physically? hahah....was damn super sleepy so nt veri psyched up...hehe...hope i can recover on time to make it for the selections on sat!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

todae was a tiring and draggy dae..duno y eh.... hahah.. nwae mr lau is super farnie todae dur lecture and class.....hahahah... and the worst thing is he dun find it farnie, but we do! lols....yeah, aft sch geri and yuhui went to do the court run..and i did weights wif sheena....hahah...the sun was so super HOT la....pity them man....haha esp the second set wen i stretched them to do till 12 mins....hahah....but all for their own gd wad..lols! jia you pple!!

Monday, January 24, 2005

how sad. i'm reminded of you again. *exhausted*

Sunday, January 23, 2005

i lyk that smirk of yrs...

just rebooted my com again...finally i can read mail now lor...hahah... thank god..todae's a rather sian dae.. did my tutorials...supposed to study for spa but wasted a lot of time on fixing my com...bleahs....shall go read it later lor....went for a run todae..haix... so many things on my mind.

Broken hearts
Broken dreams
There just somethings that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry

You find that
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love

- Nothing hurts like love by Daniel Bedingfield

Saturday, January 22, 2005

once it's lost, it's gone forever.

Friday, January 21, 2005

hahah, i'm really damn sleepy now....missed the last part of american idol auditions.... wth...maybe do some maths first b4 i go slp later.. i haf tons of work waiting for mi! shit la....better get down to do some work! nwae, valentine's coming up....my horoscope saes dat my love daes are on the 14 & 15 of feb..=_= oh wells, since last yr they've been giving such comments le....if i believe, i'd prob be married or smt now...kaos..

haix, it's onli a matter of time dat i let you go.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

todae was such an unlucky dae..i went to sch wif tis really bad stomach cramp.... and it got worse during assembly....i tot i was gg to die or smt la....den halfway i felt lyk puking oso...luckily i din. wahahahah... den i took ocp wif geri and i left aft chem lect at 9+ whilst geri went to attend maths lect b4 gg off..haha... went to the doc and he started pressing my stomach...kaos...got alot of wind lor..so embarrassing lor...grrr! in the end, he told mi that i got mild food poisoning...wth! and i haf to abstain frm dairy products lyk chocolate! wth! got exemption frm pe tml....yay..but i went to do the 15 mins court run just now...and jogged for another 20 mins..cos weilin said dat if the intensity is low, den the body will burn fats? hahah....hope it's true lar! nwae, i haf a stomachache now, ciaos!

Monday, January 17, 2005

there's tis assignment tml and i'm still slacking here...wth....haix..received a letter from ns...for some selection thingy....duno if i shuld go for it..it'd definitely add to my pearls points lor....

i lead a super boring life! i need smt to spice it up!

oh wells, wadever.

as wad geri & i haf agreed, there's really a feeling of emptiness building up everydae in our lives. and it suxs big time. haix.

the emptiness is killin' me!

Sunday, January 16, 2005

i lead a damn f***ed up life la. there's nth left to sae le. let it go as quickly as it came.

hi! hahaha.... yeah, tis weekend's pretty tiring for mi la....becos of the internal league and stuff..yar lor...hahaha.... nwae, we won both of the remaining games! hehehe.... yar lor.... but it wasn't an easy win i wuld sae...hahah, but well done to all my team mates - shalene, nana, eenian, qiting, eddy, jietong & bee lian!! thanks for all yr hard work and tolerating my shitty attitude....so sorry abt it....rather stressful to play w/o a coach....

Friday, January 14, 2005

wah todae i had my first game wif the sneakers senior team...=_= of cos we'd lost rite...but i tot for certain parts of the game, we all did quite well and i'm proud of the team =)
tml!!! it's a die die oso muz win game.. i believe we can work together as a team lor...cos we haf a common goal....hehe

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

wah.....my com crashed last nite lar....luckily i managed to restore it le....*proud of myself* wahaha! nwae, sch was really sian todae! really damn torturous esp dur the last few periods of tutorial lor....can die la...went to lot 1 to eat wif yuhui, geri, weisong and jinghao....wanted to eat at gelare but yuhui brought us to the wrong place -________- wahahaha! as usual...lols, she claims dat the place is under renovation lor.....nwae, we ate at ajisen in the end...hahaha.... it was super nise! but i was damn full aft dat....ended up i din really eat much for dinner...hahahaha... slacked at the place for a while......we shuld do tis more often! lols.....

fang! dun leave! stay on!

Sunday, January 09, 2005

sayonara
i will do it tis time round.

Saturday, January 08, 2005

had sneakers trg in the morning.....i tot it wuld be another slacking session cos it was drizzling...in the end the rain stopped =_= hahahah... nwae trg was quite okie lar.....hahah..went to the sneakers annual dinner just now at some building beside Liang Court in clarke quay....it was chao fun! hahah.... cos every team for the internal league had to sing one song den we ended up singing 2 songs cos we combined....hahah sang "xuan ze" and "it's my life" wahaha! we're practically screaming into the mic! hahaha.....so farnie!! there was tis auction thingy and i got a bear wearing the Goal Attack bib for lyk 18 bucks? it was the cheapest amongst all the other postitions...hahah....

Friday, January 07, 2005

Thursday, January 06, 2005

had trg yesterdae.... was really lethargic den.. and had a bad headache dur the trg lor....duno y eh... haha but i guess it was no excuse for bad performance la..jiao lian was really pissed off wif us yesterdae cos everyone was lethargic and thus, affected the team's performance lor...it got better in the end i tink....

sch todae was kinda slack except dat the econs and chem lect were really booorrring! esp the chem lect lor...i was falling asleep every now and then lor...yawns!! maths tutorial was slack too!hahah, super shuang! watched the fac dance for a while aft sch..not bad la, quite nise.. went to cafe wadever to eat wif yuhui....hahah....veri cheap and gd! =)

tml's gonna be a long dae man! there's a maths test in the morning..one question =_= but i'm prepared to go for remedial nwae, it'll prob do me gd..haha.... there's trg at 4 but onli wif the j2s and some j1s i tink cos tml's campfire nite!! cool!! we'll be joining in too!!lols....den sat morning got sneakers at 9....whoa so hectic!

Monday, January 03, 2005

Well, I know better than anyone else
That a happy ending never suits me

heyo! todae's the first dae of sch! wah i was late for half an hr sia....reached sch at 7.45 lidat....supposed to report for 7.15....ended up half the sch was late....best.....hahah...den we went to learn how to sing the chi high sch song...=_= den we had normal lessons lor....wah tis yr quite slack...almost everydae released at 2....shuang! we're onli released at 5.20 on mondays lor...sian diao...haha monday blues eh?

it's onli the first dae and i find it such a drag.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

- If you're not the one by David Bedingfield

tis song really rocks!

hahaha, after reading ppl's reflection for year 2004, i shall write mine now..2004 is rather an eventful year...moving on frm secondary sch to jc life...quite a big jump i'd sae. so many things had happened tis year.... the orientation, a new class =), A div, homecoming carnival and meeting new ppl!

thanks to 04s33 for making my j1 life so enjoyable! hahah... we're getting along better now lor...hahah...dat's cool!

netball...so different playing a div and b div lor.....the finals was an unforgettable one...we've worked so hard! finally, we get to see the fruit of our labour....the feeling was great! hope we retain our title again in 2005!! =)

and to meeting new frens.... thanks for being my frens!! hahah, may our frenship grow in the year 2005!! yay..hahah....

to my secondary sch pals: i wun forget u guys!! keep in contact k!! lols..

so many things dat had happened in 2004.. so many memories.... the reading room, the canteen, the left wing class benches, the netball court, the field, A213, the bus-stop, the ssc....and so many more!! hahah..enjoyed my j1 life...

oh man,i'm lyk super wide awake now....i tink i slept too much just now le.... woke up at 1 tis afternoon den went to sleep at 330 again....woke up at 7? hahah yep.... so i'm super energetic now....hahah but tis is prob the last time i can slp till so shuang bah.....sch's gonna start in 2 daes' time....and i SERIOUSLY hope dat we'll haf a different ct next year lor....hahah....i'm trying hard to lyk my new bag though....mmmmm....oh ya! i watched adams family todae...it was on channel 5 and it was super nise!! hahaha.... such a cool show! lols...shall go catch another movie on tv later!

Saturday, January 01, 2005

a new year, a new beginning, a life without you.

happy new year!! hahah i just reached home....wad a hectic dae it is todae lor....firstly i woke up @ 730 cos we're having a frenly wif the nus team...den i'm supposed to reach clementi at 9 mah....den wen i'm at admiralty mrt, xiuxiu msged mi saying frenly is cancelled =_= but nvm la....at least i went home to slp aft tt....but i onli slept for an hr b4 i had to wake up to meet shanny and nana at orchard mrt...
we're watching 'meeting the fockers'...that show is downright horny lar! damn farnie....yep den we went to eat at pastamania....just wen we're abt to leave for trg, shanny received news dat trg is cancelled!! yay!! all thanks to bad weather....but i veri sian diao la....morning lidat den afternoon oso....haha but better den nth....so we walked ard in heeren den went to buy some food at taka...took bus to nana's hse..
slacked there frm 6 to 8 lidat...some of the other sneakers players oso came over...hahah, but mi and weilin left to meet our class pple...went to weisong's hse....met thor on the bus.... jinghao, sheena and amanda were alr there le....hahahah... continued slacking till 11 lidat.... was playing asshole daidee..hahah...super fun and farnie la....hahah....will miss those times man!~ went to bukit timah market to eat.... had stingray, hokkien mee, carrot cake and sugarcane juice.....super full now la!! but it was veri enjoyable.....thanks, u guys! nwae, i took a cab home frm macritchie cos i was lazy to wait for another bus....that trip cost mi 7 bucks la.......damn ex....hahah but to spend the last few hrs of 2004 wif my classmates was truly enjoyable =)