Tuesday, August 31, 2004

TO ALL U FOLKS OUT THERE, PLS GO WATCH 13 GOING ON 30!!! it's a nise show man....wad a fairytale man.....hahahah, got some parts are chao funny lar.... but the guy's damn sweet.... awwww although he's not gd looking la.....ahahha... to sista: thanks for yr keychain....damn gan dong hahah duno y oso... tink i'm easily touched one...... hehehehe.... mad liao...

Monday, August 30, 2004

i duno bout it. i really duno. felt so unsure. dun let mi be right bout it. i can sense the distant feeling. u nvr seem to get it.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

i've been thinking all this while. perhaps i'm really wrong. shuldn't have started it in the first place. so wad if i will regret? not knowing beats knowing the truth. it hurts, it truly does. and u? dun even seem to care.

my cough is coming...feeling sore now....there's still some sucky maths test tml..... which i hope can pass so that my overall marks will be better.. wth, screwed up the previous one..... which was an easy one lar!! shuldn't haf gone to take the test cos i was sick!! wth!! grrrr.... perhaps... perhaps, i really tink too much liao.... haix

Saturday, August 28, 2004

wah damn freaking tired now can.. oh my god.... todae supposed to end sch early at 120....but ended up slacking until 320 cos we haf the sports quiz rehearsal at 4..... the whole thing ended at lyk abt 6? den we acc weilin a lil while b4 sneakers trg starts again.... lolssSs... poor thing lar..... den mi, michelle, geri and diyan went to eat..... diyan's damn funny lar, keeps on niaoing geri can.....hahaha arghhhhhhh damn freaking tired!!!!!

Thursday, August 26, 2004

ARUGH I WAN TO KICK MYSELF LIAO!! HAIYO WHY WHY WHY!! CANT BELIEVE IT MAN!! GRRRR!!! GONE LIAO..... WASTED LAR.....ARUGH!! KICK MI!!

went to sch at 1 todae to take the maths test...suxs shuldn't haf taken it....confirm die one lar......arughhh.... nwae, went to the study room to do abit of work.... hahah....... enjoyed it... quite nise place to study loh... nice environment..... haha....shall go there often..... HEHEHE!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

wah feeling damn terrible now....got mild fever i guess....tml still got some stupid maths test which i haven even finish studying.....i'm dead lar.... wah y muz i fall sick now!~!

thanks

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

wah, todae met wif a scary incident can.... i was waiting for my bus at the coro tt bus stop wen a guy walked down from the overhead bridge there.. confirm its a mad man one loh, he dress until lidat and kept staring at mi.... den he walked and sat in front of mi lah... frequently turning back can.... i nearly died lar! plus, he's holding a newspaper in his hands.....god noes if he'll just take a knife out or smt! den an uncle warned mi and told mi tt he's crazy one.....better stay away!! wah lau.....tml how to go home? i'm scared!!! arugh!!! wad if i just die at the bus stop?? mmmmm hahah..... i'm getting paranoid!!

Monday, August 23, 2004

hahaha.....todae is a hectic dae man.... first thing in the morning dere's a big jam liao!! was nearly late can!! but the teachers din catch anyway, waste time leh.......hahah.... nth much todae lar... basically a sian dae.... but wah lau cant believe i fell in sch todae.......got another big blue black.... lols... so paiseh!! heng not alot of ppl saw it.....whew!! tml got chem test!! suxs......heck lar... nwae, thanks for todae.... appreciated it....=)

Sunday, August 22, 2004

oh man, i'm lyk c hao tired now lar.......was watching the speech by the PM but i fell asleep halfway lar......woke up at 11..wth!! hahah....mmmm, haf i been taking the initiative too often?? haha i wonder....

eh todae the under 19 cum combined schs played their last game as a team......hahah.... we went for the pesta sukan carnival.... not bad lar, at least we are the onli sch tt made it to the second round....hahah aft beating NUS, we lost to sneakers (duh!!) and nyp loh.... they're damn qiang... nwae, sneakers lost to nike in the semis, but they came back during the finals to win nike fair and square!! wah super shiok watching the match....chao exciting can!! i was damn happy dat sneakers won.....they deserved to win!! hahah, i was supporting sneakers of cos!! eh i'm kinda sad leh, tt tis is the end of the season for u19..... to tink back abt the new zealand trip and all the long runs....it has certainly been a fun time for mi leh.... wah i tink i will miss all of them leh!! oh man....hahaha.... love u guys man!! u ppl rawk!! ahahah, hope can have the chance to come back as a squad again next yr!!! haix......sad sad sad leh...... got terrible headache now somemore....

Saturday, August 21, 2004

just had trg in the morning.... kinda short lar, tink jiao lian's bz oso.... but quite tiring leh..... he's torturing us again!! nwae, the team went to far east plaza to have chicken rice, den we took some neoprints!! haha i've uploaded them liao, it's under the Netball section...... met up wif addy oso..... they're niaoing geri all the time lar, together wif diyang..funny leh...hahahha.... had topless 5 at Swensens too....wah damn full man, but it was damn cheap lar.... 1.40 onli leh.....lolss...was online for a lil while den went to slp.... suxs....not enuff slp leh...hahahah...

Friday, August 20, 2004

eh hahaha. i'm doing pw now in sch.. feeling kinda bored now.... hafta redo alot of things leh.....damn ma fan!! i hate pw lar!!! piece of shiet leh.... luckily next yr no need to do liao...i tink i'll just die can!! will be released in one more hr le......... damn shuang!!! duno if i shuld go down to NJ later... they haf a friendly wif SA.. bah...yuhui's looking at my blog now!!! =)

Thursday, August 19, 2004

todae was a super long dae..... okie lar it passed quite fast actually......hahah, played bball wif the guys.... actually wanted to play squash one, but we couldn't find the squash ball lar!!! den in the canteen i was so embarrassed by our class guys, i nearly died can...... so paiseh!! den lyk confirm die liao..........stupid leh, the prac was lyk damn retarded....collection of gas..... wah den aft chem prac, i played baminton for a while b4 rushing off to trg...... i was late lar..... sheit lar.......haiyo..... hahahah ...... gp test tml....suxss!! shall go read the points now.......haha adios!! damn tired can!!

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

i'm feeling bored now.... wanted to slp but i'm lyk damn full now?? so hafta wait a lil while longer loh.... doing econs now, but damn sianz.... i'm stuck at complex numbers lar..... heck liao, too tired.... tired wif life, wif sch, wif everything..... nth perks mi up can... too tired, cant move on, cant do anything..... felt so useless, but i am gonna preserve my dignity still....... arughh......suxs!!

mmmmm had the badminton inter-fac competition todae... quite fun lar.... i made it to the next round..... but tink i not going cos got trg mah.. feeling sian..... so boring can.....

[i dun wan to keep my hopes high for i'm afraid they'll get dashed...i've waited... but tink i'll get disappointed.... forget the whole thing and get on wif life?? i shuld..... but can i?]

Sunday, August 15, 2004

wah u spoilt my whole mood can.... wat's yr damn problem now lar? just cum in and start scolding mi.....asking mi retarded questions.... den scold mi.....wad the hell u take mi for man? i just hope dat u will go and die can... ARUGH.... pissed!!

wah super duper tired....shall keep tis short... watched the notebook just now.... wah damn nice lar the show.....so sweet and touching can!! hahahaha....the guy's quite gd looking leh...... the gal was the regina george in mean gals lar!! super pretteh!! hahaha, highly recommended show.....

hahah.... my worst fears were not answered.... thank god... now can finally slp in peace le.... just a lil more to make the whole thing perfect though....hahaha but nvm lar..... contented liao....

Saturday, August 14, 2004

i've decided. if it din work out, den all these will end rite at that moment. it's meaningless to wait.

oh my goodness, i did the most unbelievable thing can.... haiyo.... now cant slp liao

Friday, August 13, 2004

wah i am super tired can.... went to watch catwoman wif michelle, geri and yuhui.....the show was quite exciting leh.......hahah quite cool lar.....hahaha...... but wen the show just started, i knocked over the cup of pepsi but luckily i managed to save it from wetting my skirt.... den i pass the half empty cup to yuhui, whu din see the hole properly and the whole cup dropped again.......wahahaha tis time my bag and skirt all kanna liao.....even my shoes......ewwwww.....den aft the show, we walked ard in taka and guess wad? we saw hezhen.... hiak hiak hiak (*beams* at mich, geri & yuhui)....aft a while, mom called and i hafta go home.....sianz leh....haahah......but i went ntuc to buy the stuff for making jelly cos we're selling on sunday during pesta sukan carnival..... but i called home thousands of times yet kept getting the service operator toking crap lar.....wah, luckily i saw mom in the ntuc just wen i was abt to pay leh... den we shopped ard for a lil longer and i bought my dove chocolates.....wahahah!! yay!!
played squash just now in sch......first time play leh......hahaha damn lousy at it lar.....yh and i kept missing all the balls can....haahha and i was banging onto the wall every time i tried to hit lar.......hahah but quite fun leh......hahahah

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

wah i'm sianz can.... lousy day tml..there's 2 tests, chem and maths.... shiet lar, i haven even studied chem and here i am.... online blogging.....wth.... still stuck at maths.... complex numbers sux.... kinda sian of doin maths liao.... still got MI haven really touch on lar... best lar..... tink i no need to slp tonite liao....
arughhh, sch is gettin' boring as days pass man!! maybe the only thing dat's worth waiting for is trg tis sat *beams* so long nvr train liao.....hahaha hand's itchy!! tml is a super long day, all da way till 520... and the two tests are smacked rite at the end of the day lar..... sianz sian
man, i shuld go on a diet man..... hahah muz start my programme liao......yepss.. i want to lose 5kg!!! bleahsss.. okie, i shall start exercising and stop eating.... but guess wad, i'm having time-out now lar.... hahaha, nvm lar, tml den start lar.... lolss..... oh yah, hahaha....YUHUI GOT A NEW HAIRCUT TODAE.... super funny....hahaha, nvm lar, yr hair will grow veri quickly cos u cut alot of it rite?? =)

*wo mei kan dao ta de shi hou wo hai yi wei wo ke yi wang le ta*

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

sch's starting tml, totally dreading it.....my life's so boring....... wad's the purpose for livin' each day?? to study? haix..... no more anticipation....

Saturday, August 07, 2004

广岛之恋词/曲: 张洪量
（张洪量）你早就该拒绝我　不该放任我的追求 给我渴望的故事　留下丢不掉的名字

（莫文蔚）时间难倒回　空间易破碎 二十四小时的爱情　是我一生难忘的美丽回忆

（张洪量）越过道德的边境　我们走过爱的禁区 享受幸福的错觉　误解了快乐的意义

（莫文蔚）是谁太勇敢　说喜欢离别 只要今天不要明天　眼睁睁看着爱从指缝中溜走 还说再见

（张洪量）不够时间好好来爱你

（莫文蔚）早该停止风流的游戏

（合　唱）愿被你抛弃　就算了解而分离 不愿爱的没有答案结局

（张洪量）不够时间好好来恨你

（莫文蔚）终于明白恨人不容易

（合　唱）爱恨消失前　用手温暖我的脸 为我证明我曾真心爱过你 爱过你　爱过你　爱过你　爱过你

我是真心的

he still has it,
for her.
maybe i shuld stop it.
end all these, end the whole thing
maybe tis will end my misery.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

oh man, i'm distraught!! arughhhhhh someone save mi pls!!! wah shiet lar!!!! haiyo.... ZHEN MO BAN, ZHEN MO BAN!!!!! there goes everything......haixx

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

因为你

睡梦里 梦见你 看见我俩走在一起

在我心里 问着自己 为何总是每个梦里有你

只有你 让我管不住自己 希望你 看出我一番心意

这一切 都是因为你 因为你 因为面对着你我才笑得甜蜜

爱像海水倒灌疯狂不息 想马上抱紧着你 把手放在你手心

快点问我在等待的问题 因为身旁的你彻底占有我的心

爱像自投罗网般不能自己 不后悔疯狂爱你 不顾一切只为你

因为早已准备好说 我愿意 为何你 那么ㄍㄧㄥ

明明想爱却又装做毫不在意 而我自己 故做神秘

嘴上不说心里却等不及 想和你 去海边看星星 想贴近你

别担心 我不会拒绝你 因为我 想和你一起
By: 萧亚轩, Xiao ya xuan, Elva '

lurve tis song man!! *beams*

One long night
As I sat on my bed, I pondered
Is this whole thing actually worth it?
Mind's in a whirl now,
can't think, can't sleep
WHY WHY WHY??

Thinking back, I realised I was just plain foolish
to see everything through rose-tinted glass.
I hate seeing myself deteoriate this way,
so weak, so helpless, yet nothing can be done.

Perhaps, the thought of it drives me on everyday,
but so what? It's just a one-sided thing.
I can't bring myself to do it
and time is running out
Tell me how, tell me why, tell me what to do please!

I hate the present me,
for being such an embarassment,
but most importantly, I hate myself because of all people,
why must it be YOU??

As I sat on my bed,
heart aches, dizziness sets in.
I looked out of the window,
hoping to see your hand reach out to me,
but all I saw were burst bubbles & lost hopes.

It's okay, I'm okay.
Does that raise your concern now?

By: 悲しい

Monday, August 02, 2004

check out my horoscope frm Seventeen:
Taurus -----> Normally you like to slowly ponder new ideas, but now is the time to act :One of the most exciting, enjoyable times of the year begins for you on the 22nd, when the sun moves into the sympathetic sign of Virgo. You'll have creative ideas and romantic prospects galore until the end of September. Enjoy!!

wah until the end of Sept?? dat's super long lar!!! haahahaha, whu cares abt the creative ideas tt part rite?? lolssSS..... my luck is tis month man!!! Sch starts tml..... *anticipation* hehehehe

Sunday, August 01, 2004

just had dinner at jack's place...... super full now... had golden prawns or smt.... not bad leh, quite nice...... and the soup of the dae was superb!! *thumbs up* hahaha..... spent the most of todae online and playing gb.... shiet la, muz get some work done later...nwae, tml's a holiday cos of the carnival..... the sch finally realised we need a rest...FINALLY!!

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER...
i'll want to recap that fateful moment
i wuldn't want to forget it cos it doesn't come by easily.
And until now, i can still remember it, how i turned back and
looked right into you.

Though short, it was heartfelt,
truly, i was glad.
Perhaps, i've been imagining all these,
so please don't spoil my fantasy.

If this is a dream, then i rather sleep forever
If this is real, then i have to thank you.

What a fool i am....

by ダイアナ

Horoscope for the coming week:
Taurus-----> Does there appear to be a romantic glow over your affairs? If you are attached, you might be basking in very comfortable relationships. If you are single, socialise more now.

IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE A HINT OR WAD??