Sunday, May 30, 2004

wahaha i'm back.....feeling sian.. damn lar my bluetooth thingy like cant work... hafta go back to ask the person again... wah lau i hope the econs test cum faster so i can get it over and done wif.... and concentrate on my trip to NZ! wahahah.... but tis test is impt so i muz study for it man! once it's over den shiok liaoz....
nwae, weizhen, liyan and mi went to watch nsl todae... was feeling quite sianz so just go down to take a look lor....hahaha..shun bian to psyche me up for tml's friendly against the 17s..... nwae, the vipers won!!! =D hahaha... den mannas won too!!! but mannas won by a lil bit onli..... marlins was catching up the last quart man.... but luckily mannas pulled away and managed to secure a 8 goal lead i tink.... but jean din play so i guess marlins din play their best standard todae...
thanks to gf for buying mi chocolates and the insect cream!! really appreciated it alot dear!! take care wen u go to ubin for yr camp! dun end up like mi!!! muz cover all exposed areas!! hehehehe.......

whoa, its been a long time since i blogged!! well, so many things had happened the past few daes.... life has really been hectic for mi..... nwae, the leadership camp ended a few daes ago..... its okay lar.... not bad.. though i was really happy to break camp cos i really HATE living in the tents there lar.... the weather's damn hot and yet we cant wear shorts to slp cos of the stupid sandflies!! WTH... they're attacking us like mad can.... hahaha...Alpha won the best group award!! Cool!! hahaha... it's more of a leisure camp den trg one....hahaha at least we get to bring our own food mahz.....hahaha.....
on thurs, i had to go back sch for a first aid lecture......damn sianz can.... hahaha.... but i heard tt there's a soccer friendly between s6 and s7.... j2s somemore....haha.... so i pon the lesson halfway to watch.... as expected, s6 trashed s7 wif a score of 2-0 i tink.... hahahaha.... but din stay to watch the full match cos i was running late for trg le.... had long run tt dae.... wasn't dat bad leh.... but the route was really LONG lar.... hahahaz..... ard 5km i tink.... hahaha... had briefing abt the NZ trip aft tt.... was kinda looking forward to it de....
haiz.... received news abt my uncle's demise..... i duno lehz.... i just feel like it's like a dream lehz... so unreal.... even todae, wen i looked at his photo, i just felt tt how can things happen so fast? i am not fully convinced yetz.. nwae, supposed to "send" him tml de.... but got netball! somemore impt one! damn lar...haiz.... just praying the best for him....

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Your Water Element! You wash away flames that'll
burn houses down. Plus your also the water
Goddess! You live under a beautiful sea sparkly
sea in which is always purified.


Which Element/Season/Weather are you?
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okay i went to compasspoint to get my camp stuff... going camp tml....damn sianz.... i'd rather go for trg now lor... tml is defending session can... wah lau i wan to go lar... bought new hp todae.. feeling damn guilty abt it can.... its the most ex hp i've eva bought.. i probably wun change it until i start working or smt lorz... actually wanted to pay mom half the price one.... but she din wan to accept it lar.... made mi felt even more bad can.... now i better listen to her manz.... hahaha...

Saturday, May 22, 2004

feeling damn sianz now..... like nth's worth remembering lehz.... feeling so tired and exhausted frm living.... my legs hurt, my back hurts, my stomach hurts... whole body aching lar... sometimes i tink i dun like fridays.... cos the week ends le.... there goes one more futile week.... someone told mi once:" You live a whole life of waiting.." and i tink it's really quite true leh..... hahaha... just seems 2 be like waiting aimlessly....
trg tml... damn sianz.... going out to eat wif the 19s ppl.... haha.... duno shuld i go watch the nsl game tml nite anot....

it's just like quicksand, i'm sinking deeper into it....

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

hahaha... thanks to fifi's blog for tis quiz!! =)

hahaha tink i'm becoming a sch delinquent soon..hahaha..... pon ct session to watch bball....got into serious trouble i tink....wadeva larz....hahaha....wah lauz, i nvr regretted going to support the bballers lorz...they put up a gd show and us, the audience truly enjoyed it...hahaha.... the gals r damn zai can!pro leh.... its like a sure win one lorz.... and they did!! well done hwa chong bball gals!! they clinched the gold medal once again!! but the boys were not so fortunate though...they had a tough opponent-SAJC...i haf to agree that SA is really gd lar.... but hc oso put up a gd fight... just that i feel that if the boys had started the game wif tt kind of play dey played during the last quart, perhaps they'll be able to win! hahaa.... but nonetheless, congrats pple!! all of u did us proud!!!

whoa look at tis piece of lyrics.... love it lehz...
Too Many Nights
(Nick Martinelli/A.Brown/B.Wayy)

Too many nights
Too many tears
Too many years

Too many nights I've waited around for you
As the nights turn into weeks, I couldn't even sleep
Too many tears I've cried but now I'm through
I'm ready to dry my eyes again, this time I won't pretend

I thought that I could make it on my own
And the thought of starting over again
Scared me into staying here with you
Long after all the heartache began
I'm through with waiting in an empty bed
One for dinner when it should be two
I'm tired of holding back what should be said
I'm gonna let it go and stand up to you

Hey, too many nights I've waited around for you
As the nights turn into weeks, I couldn't even sleep
Too many tears I've cried but now I'm through
I'm ready to dry my eyes again, this time I won't pretend

My pride was swallowed one too many times
I've kept on turning my back on the truth
Now I'm as serious as a heart attack
'Coz I've decided baby, we're through
I'm growing stronger from experience
The woman in me's taking a stand
You taught me good, I learned my lesson well
And I'm never gonna let it happen again, no

Too many nights I've waited around for you
As the nights turn into weeks, I couldn't even sleep
Too many tears I've cried but now I'm through
I'm ready to dry my eyes again, this time I won't pretend

I'm gonna turn the page
Put heartache in the past
I gotta think about getting strong
And I'll put all those memories on the shelf
And make the space for someone else

(Too many nights I've waited around for you)
Too many nights
(Too many nights)
Too many nights
Hey, too many tears I've cried but now I'm through
(I'm through)
I'm ready to dry my eyes again, this time I won't pretend

Too many nights I've waited around for you
I've waited around for you
As the nights turn into weeks, I couldn't even sleep
Too many tears I've cried but now I'm through
I cried, cried, cried
Too many nights
Too many tears
Too many years

wah i wonder y am i doing here at such an unearthly hour can.... damn tired.... just reached home frm 19s trg not long ago... played friendly todae against mannas and stingrays.... it's quite alright lar just dat now we play 10 mins and it seemed a bit short.... hahaha.... i tink i play better as a GS lehz... duno lar.... i play GA always clash one.. cos i duno where to run mahz.....
oh yesh tml's the bball finals..... so exciting!! wahahaha.... will be going down to support....even if it means ponning ct session....heck lar..muz go one lehz......

Sunday, May 16, 2004

wah lau i'm feeling damn sianz now... mugging for tml's maths test but i really dun haf the mood to study now... i'm at the last part le but i still haf 2 more tutorials to go! haiyo!! den tonite still muz read up on chemical energetics.. but i tink the tues chem lecture exercise can heck one lar... not counted one oso....
i dun dread 19s trg so much le.....cos its not so much of physical le bahz!! haha... ya lorz.. den trg is oso quite fun!! hahah... but we're trg wif the 17s on some daes so it's gonna be quite crowded!! hahaz... wah biang we're trg 4 times a week can.... mon, tues, thurs and sat!! wth! hahaz.... madness....

tml is monday le.... sianz diao.... luckily the maths test is on the first period... cos i really wan to get it over and done with can! hope jiao lian has gd news for us wen we go to his house tml but i doubt it....haix....

took the 2.4km run le...haha din meet my target of below 12mins la..haha.. but at least i got an a convincingly lorz....got 13plus..stupid sun is damn hot can.... but finally one big hurdle cleared!! hahas....

[i dun wish to tink abt it cos it's all up to u to make it happen... i've done my part, have u?]

Carry On
(Eric Beall)

Carry on
When the valley's deep
I'll be strong
With a mighty love to
Carry on
Never sleep til' the new day dawns

There's a new breeze blowin' tonight
Clear away the past
Honey, free at last
Yes, I've paid for the choices I've made

No apologies from me
You know I'll never, no
Never lose my will
Never, never standin' still

I'll carry on
When the valley's deep I'll be strong
With a mighty love to carry on
Never sleep til' the new day dawns
I carry on

I stand alone in the eye of the storm
Pressures all around
Tryin' to wear me down

But it's all right
I won't give up the fight
I said, "Lord, lift me up!"
Let me rise above

I'll never
Nobody's gonna take my pride
I won't stop
I will not be denied

Carry on
When the valley's deep I'll be strong
With a mighty love to carry on, carry on
I'll never sleep till the new day dawns
I carry on

I won't let, I won't let nothing hold me
No, no I won't let
Won't let nothing hold me back
I won't stop now
Carry on, I'll carry on

Yes, I'll carry
I'll carry on, yeah
Yes I'll carry
Carry on, I'm gonna carry on
Yes, I'll carry
Carry on
Don't carry on without me

I said I'll never
Nobody's gonna take my pride
I won't stop I will not be denied

Carry on
When the valley's deep
I'll be strong with the mighty love to
Carry on, carry on
I'll never sleep till the new day dawns

When the valley's deep
Just carry on
I'll carry on
When the mountain's too high
You gotta carry on
I'll carry on
With the mighty love
I'll never sleep
I'll carry on till the new day dawns


din really do much todae.... was basically slacking the whole dae.. studying maths now.. damn sianz.. had trg in the morning at 830 at KNC... ms lee was late, so was imela.... wah lau we tot trg was cancelled lar..... happy for nth.... but todae's trg was quite slack.... although the weather was a killer lar..... went back home and faster jumped onto the bed liaoz.....slept till 6 i tink....damn shuang.... den hafta study maths cos got maths test on mon.... sianz diao lar....haiyoz.... aft the maths test can slack le..... jia you!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

I'm Marge, who are you? by Lexi

wah took mi a loooooong time to find tis quiz... hehe... =D go figure!!

Friday, May 14, 2004

i'm pissed!! how can he do tis to us? just abandon us aft coaching us? it's like he tried to pull us all into hc one lehz.... den now he dun wan coach le wad he expect us to do? and the stupid sch sux big time lar!! i mean he told mi b4 dat since he asked mi to come hc, he'll stay wif us for the 2 yrs one.... dat's a promise he made can.... how can he just break it lidat? actually, i'm more upset den pissed.... cos i tot of the times wen i hated him during trg and now i wished dat i shuld haf just kept my cool lar..... i hate myself, y did i do it?! and he wans to see all the j1s on mon at his house....maybe to explain things to us bahz.... i just hope he stays lar.....pls!!

A PROMISE BROKEN....

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

oh man, i'm traumatized lar.... tml is our 2.4km run! shit lar! i confirm cannot make it back b4 12 mins one.... i aim for 14 mins le.... dun care if i'm the last sports person lar.... cos u run 12 mins, its A... run 14 mins oso A....wahahA!! dat time tues went to run and clocked a timing of 8.59 =_= for 4 rounds....wah lau i was running damn slow for second round can.... nvm lar... just make it back b4 14 mins can le! =D
went to watch bball match todae....supposed to go at 12.40 one.... but got ching so better dun.. will go watch the gals'finals next wed! the guys played aj todae.....gd match played.... hwa chong played so much better todae compared to the match against sa can... nwae, the guys won 62-36... the gals won 72-40....trashing aj again.... so sad leh.... hahaha..... den they got so many supporters somemore....haha took the same bus as him *beams* cool leh!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

oh man, i feel like i'm sinking deeper into the abyss.... just pull mi out of it someone!! before things really get out of hand..... but i haf doubts....

Change Of Heart
(Terry Britten/Graham Lyle)

You're trying to tell me something
Every time I come near
I got a feeling the message
Is the one I don't want to hear
You can deny all you want to
But I know you enough to know
Why not come right out and say it
You've been trying to let me down slow
So let's talk before the tears drop

You've had a change of heart
Well I guess that's up to you
I couldn't change my heart
Even if I wanted to
You've had a change of heart

Your kiss sends a message
And I detect the signs
I got enough understanding
Of a lover to realize
That you can't make him love you
Though I give you my best
You're keeping your heart at a distance
And it breaks me up to confess

Change of heart
Well I guess that's up to you
I couldn't change my heart
Even if I wanted to
Change of heart
Baby, everyone to talk to
You've had a change of heart

Is this just a notion
A phase that will pass
A mixed up emotion
Or is this change gonna last?

Baby let's talk
Before the tears drop

You've had a change of heart
Well I guess that's up to you
I couldn't change my heart
Even if I wanted to
Change of heart
Everyone to talk to
You've had a change of heart
Am I losing you, losing you

Change of heart
I couldn't change my heart
Am I losing you, losing you
I couldn't change my heart

Monday, May 10, 2004

wah lau stupid com kanna virus..... until now den its ok.... dat's y i haven blogged in such a long time!!! hmmmmmm we played aj aft the nj game... i din take the court for first 2 quarts...maybe cos i was sick bahz..... or maybe i'm not good enuff..... anyway.... hwa chong was losing tt game can.... we lost the first quart to them by 1.... drew the second quart, lost the third quart by 3!!!! den finally we managed to catch up and win them by 5!! i tink maybe i'm better playing GA now.... more freedom to run bah wif xiu xiu as GS...no one can overcome her man.. too pro le... nwae, we played RJ in our semis.... mi took the court as GA frm the start..... din really do well i tink.... no mood to play dat dae.....hahaha plus RJ defenders so damn rough can.... sianz diao.....den jiao lian asked mi and xiu xiu to exchanged positions now and then lorz.... so i was like alternating between GA and GS......
den we went to watch video at jiao lian's house... mich was sick tt dae cos she ate too many sambal sotong the dae b4 during her class outing..... hahaha poor thing... we watched and analysed how AC played.... at first we tot they're damn zai cos their passes all tt damn fast.... but aft a while can actually spot a common pattern one... den we discussed how to overcome and stuff lor.....din really do much lar.... but based on score difference against aj and rj... ac was way ahead in front of us man... dat's the mental barrier we have to overcome.....
come monday, we had training..... played against sneakers again.....tis time jiao lian wans the sneakers shooters to practise second passes so tt our defenders can learn how to defend.. den there's tis zai defender whu is beri "sticky" one... really she is lorz.... quite rough oso... zanet was not ard tt dae.. she was sick so jiao lian asked her to go home... tink he's quite disappointed cos he said if zanet din come for tues trg, she can forget abt taking the court liaoz.... luckily she came.. but she wasn't in her best form lorz...... can tell one.... i tot tues trg was to work on the defenders... boy, was i wrong man!!! it was to work on the shooters la! AND GUESS WAD I GOT SCOLDED MOST OF THE TIME LAR.......as usual lar..... even wen i fell, he seemed so oblivious to it... den wen xiu xiu just squat down onli, he immediately asked " are u alright?" ..... like wad the hell lar.... but nvm lar... i'm not as pro as her anyway mahz...... nwae, i got scolded really like shit for the whole trg.... was made to repeat the moves over and over again....... hate to do screening man!!! nvr-ending one lar.... he always sae its the last ball but end up its alot more to go!!!! and guess wad, trg ended at 830 tt dae!!!!! can die lar.... my legs were like aching like shit can..... den next dae is finals..... i was so damn worried!!!!
came to sch the next dae, wif sweaty palms man.... worried dat i will not perform as well as i tink i will.... hahahas..... but we were dismissed early at 10.40.... i left at 10 cos got break mah.... went to zen gardens there to slp... during season, tt place has really become a gd place for us to slp man..... so shiok lar...... hahaha..... den went to meet the rest... reached toa payoh stadium at 12..... need to get used to the hall mah..... RJ play AJ first so it's not so worrying....haha....den can slack for a while..... went to bathe in the men's toilet cos girls' one really no place liaoz.... wah lau it stinks can!! den watched the game for a while and wondered " did RJ and AJ play damn well against us or issit they are playing damn badly?" really lehz.... they are making so many mistakes.... hahahas..... nwae, we went out early to do the screening thing again..... =_= really hate it man.....
den we started warm up... heart pounding like mad lar..... getting psyched up le... den got into team ball drill.... den 1/3 court..... couldnt really perform cos was too nervous den.... aft seeing ms ng they all, i calmed down.... took the court as GA wif yasmin as GS.... geri as WA, he zhen as C, yu hui as WD, zanet as GD and finally bee lian as GK.... right frm the start we were leading ac by 5 le.... at a point in 3rd quart we led them by 11 lar.... wah lau.... it was super shiok man... but ac nvr gave up and continued pursuing all the way.... but we nvr gave in.... so the finals ended 50-44 to hwa chong.... boy i was super happy!!!!!!!!! finally became champ in sg lehz.... nvr b4 one........... but i tink i made a few silly passes.... really stupid of mi.... tink i too kan chiong.... was running everywhere man.... bursting wif energy lar...... nwae, aj came in third and rj was fourth..... ac ppl cried like mad can cos tis is their best yr to beat us so far lar..... but they din do it...but i tink they din really play their best.......
jiao lian treated us to seafood at imm... food is not bad.... hahaha den announced new captain- geri, v.capt-weilin.... and mvp goes to he zhen... expected lar.....nwae, jiao lian made a shocking announcement can.... dat he'll not coach us le..... frm next yr cos he's not getting enuff support frm the sch..... wth lar.... he still promised mi to take care of mi for 2 yrs since he called mi to cum hc... haiz.... duno lar.... everybody cried....
mi, yu hui, becca, rui shan, geri, weilin, he zhen and lian ma went to mich's hse to stay over aft the dinner..... bought 9 packets of durians.... plus lotsa chocolates!! we're gonna get fat lar.... nwae, weilin din stay cos her dad din allow..... went to the playground there to gossip.... *secrets* hahaha..... damn shiok..... tink we talked too loud cos the police came over to tell us to quieten down........hahaha.... lian ma was drunk tt nite lar..... keep uttering rubbish......hahaha.... den wen we decide to slp... cannot slp! cos too squeezy lar..... so mi, mich and lian ma went outside to talk lor.....ate maggi mee.....hahaha..... den went to slp at the other rm.... i haf a whole bed to myself.....so song can! lolx..... nwae, we pon sch the next dae except for the 2 beccas cos one had chem spa and the other had to acc her.... geri oso went for the spa but mi, mich and yu hui pon......hahaha......if mum noes, i'm screwed lar....... we went to watch koma tt dae... lian ma was so lame can.... used the popcorn box to cover her face cos she din bring sweater...... damn funny and yu hui had to use the coke bottle to cover cos she had nth to cover either!!!! but it wasn't tt scary can, got some parts are damn funny.... den aft watching the show.... we rushed over to the polyclinic to take mc....quite fast lar we settled everything within 45 mins lidat........speedy!!!! took cab home... cos damn sian.... cost mi 14 bucks can~~
went to sch the next dae feeling sian and moody... nwae, we din haf time to give out the trophy cos the teachers got a meeting or some shit... nwae, i went to meet liren and mar aft sch.... sing ktv......damn shiok cos its damn cheap and gd somemore! den gf came over to stay and we chatted.....long time nvr have such things le....wah lau she lie on the bed and i pulled her up asking her not to slp..... den she sae she's onli closing her eyes.... i just turned over to adjust the vol of the tv den she fell asleep le lar.......wth! hahaha.......still dare sae mi rite..
woke up @ 6.20 the next dae.. cos got some sports dae lor....... gf was super nice.....she acc mi to sch den go home..... thanks!!!!!=) nwae, mi just go to mark attendance and chao to watch hc play sa in bball......guys one...... its such a trashing match by sa can..... hc lost to sa:48-80..... -________- they haf 4 appeals leh hallow!! and still produce such results...... whereas we onli haf one and the second one came in so much later lar.... we got CHAMPS lar.......
hahaha went out to eat yoshinoya wif mich, geri, tall becca, yu hui and 2 other guys frm becca's class one.....hahahas..... watched van helsing.... wah lau damn gd show leh! really worth the 4 stars.... damn gd!!muz watch..... ahahaha..... aft watching, geri headed home while mi, mich and yu hui went to heeren cos i need to buy mother's dae stuff...... becca went to watch 50 first dates wif ahem!! hahaha..... den went to crepes to eat ice cream......couldnt really eat much so just ordered a double scoop lor...... damn nice the chocolate chip one....hahahaha......
kae lar finally got my com back and has been typing non-stop...... how sian tml sch starts le........ no season liaoZ!!!! damn sianZ!!!!!!